feedtheSoul
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- Dec 5, 2015
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Hello BLers! Today I am wondering if anyone else has dealt with the issue of forgetfulness.
In my case, I have fibromyalgia and I believe the cognitive difficulties associated with the syndrome is a big part of this as well as my lack of concentration.
I wish I could tell you how many times I have gotten my phone and keys to leave, get in my car, realize I need my cigarettes. Well, where the heck did I last leave those? I had one just half an hour ago! So I retrace my steps and throw things all over my room until I can find them and get to work on time. Then I'm heading out and realized I set my phone down somewhere, why didn't I put that in my pocket?
It just happens over and over. I buy a sac of bud and smoke some and suddenly it is no where to be found in the middle of the session. I'll find it like a day or two later. Every day at some point I manage to drop one of my prescribed pills on the ground and lose it in my pile of mess in my room.
Easy fix would obviously be to clean up my room and organize it, but you guys need to see my bedroom. Everything I own is out of place and thrown somewhere. I will even spend time cleaning up (It hurts my body far too much to do it one day, but even half hour sessions of cleaning, I mess it up when I need to find something all over again.)
As for dropping things, my hands seem to be shaky/jittery a lot and I believe I cannot get a good grip on anything. I even have trouble typing on keyboards, like I swear my dexterity all over my body is just deteriorating. All I want is to get this room cleaned, get rid of all the junk I don't need, and figure out a way to organize it so that everything is with each other in an efficient way. I am just so lost at where to start.
Mehh.. my parents think I'm so lazy. They know of my pain but if I ever say "I'm not as in so much pain today!" they will bring that up later and ask me why my body is hurting so much. It just about always does.. so when I try to explain it they get fed up again. They've still done much to understand my situation, and my dad deals with chronic lyme flare-ups and many of the symptoms as I do, so it sucks that I don't get as much benefit of the doubt. But really, no one in my house can handle my room.
I am this close from being defined as sloppy to being defined as a packrat hoarder lmao. Please help if you have any suggestions on how to break it down into easier process... Thank you everyone!!
In my case, I have fibromyalgia and I believe the cognitive difficulties associated with the syndrome is a big part of this as well as my lack of concentration.
I wish I could tell you how many times I have gotten my phone and keys to leave, get in my car, realize I need my cigarettes. Well, where the heck did I last leave those? I had one just half an hour ago! So I retrace my steps and throw things all over my room until I can find them and get to work on time. Then I'm heading out and realized I set my phone down somewhere, why didn't I put that in my pocket?
It just happens over and over. I buy a sac of bud and smoke some and suddenly it is no where to be found in the middle of the session. I'll find it like a day or two later. Every day at some point I manage to drop one of my prescribed pills on the ground and lose it in my pile of mess in my room.
Easy fix would obviously be to clean up my room and organize it, but you guys need to see my bedroom. Everything I own is out of place and thrown somewhere. I will even spend time cleaning up (It hurts my body far too much to do it one day, but even half hour sessions of cleaning, I mess it up when I need to find something all over again.)
As for dropping things, my hands seem to be shaky/jittery a lot and I believe I cannot get a good grip on anything. I even have trouble typing on keyboards, like I swear my dexterity all over my body is just deteriorating. All I want is to get this room cleaned, get rid of all the junk I don't need, and figure out a way to organize it so that everything is with each other in an efficient way. I am just so lost at where to start.
Mehh.. my parents think I'm so lazy. They know of my pain but if I ever say "I'm not as in so much pain today!" they will bring that up later and ask me why my body is hurting so much. It just about always does.. so when I try to explain it they get fed up again. They've still done much to understand my situation, and my dad deals with chronic lyme flare-ups and many of the symptoms as I do, so it sucks that I don't get as much benefit of the doubt. But really, no one in my house can handle my room.
I am this close from being defined as sloppy to being defined as a packrat hoarder lmao. Please help if you have any suggestions on how to break it down into easier process... Thank you everyone!!