How long have you been using kratom? I've been using regular kratom powder for about 10 years now, up until around 2 weeks ago.
This has been on my mind lately. I used to be a huge music nerd and would constantly be listening to something. It was meditative, it was a coping mechanism, and it was a passion of mine. Music made me happy, it was an antidepressant.
That changed some years ago. I can't really pinpoint on when, it seems like a steady decline in interest. It started around 3 years after I started using alcohol and kratom regularly, but has gotten to the point where music just sounds flat and uninteresting to me now.
I'm not totally sure if I can blame it all on kratom, but maybe it was.
I have only been using extracts or 7-OH pills for about 2 weeks now, I cut out all powder kratom. I've gotta say, I feel A LOT better. Kratom powder was causing me a myriad of both physical and mental side effects that had been going on for so long I didn't even realize I was having some of them. I thought that was just my new normal shitty state and had bad health. And specifically, I have regained interest in many of my old hobbies in the last 2 weeks.
Maybe it was kratom after all.