Livingdeadgirl
Greenlighter
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- Feb 10, 2015
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Hello everyone. This is my first post, although I've been reading for years. This is kind of long, but please stick with me.
I was clean for almost a year when I went to a friends house and they were smoking synthetic weed. I had been doing so good for so long so I figured a little k2 was ok. I said I would only take one hit- next thing I remember, I was handing the bong back, and I said "this isn't good."
I walked a few feet into the kitchen where I was alone, leaning my back against the refrigerator with my hands behind my back. couldn't open my eyes, and everything I knew about myself and where I was was fading. It felt like my mind was on fire. In this state, I thought I had died and went to hell. I didn't know anything anymore.
I couldn't hear my boyfriend telling me from the living room to come sit down anymore. He was nonexistent and all that was reality was this burning darkness that my soul was in: hell. I wasn't me physically, I was my soul, and nothing else mattered.
The next thing I know, I hear someone saying "it's ok, it's ok, it's ok" over and over again. I had a thought of a room, a baby, and a floor but I didn't know why. It was so bright above me, and a voice said "just relax" so I did, and I heard another voice saying "she isn't breathing right. Come back to me. Come back to me." Finally, I felt some tugging, and my eyes flew open. I was back at reality.
While I was standing against the fridge, I had fallen to the side and backwards, with my arms still behind me. My boyfriend saw it and said I didn't even realize it/try to catch myself. Not sure if I knocked myself out on the hardwood or if I was just getting mind fucked from the high. Had a huge goose egg on the back of my head though.
My arms, legs, and torso were numb for 10 minutes after I woke up. I felt a tiny tiny bit of the high a little after I woke up but not even close to what it was before. They said I was only out for 15-20 minutes.
Anything similar happen to anybody? I haven't found much online about this but I can't be the only person who experienced something like this.
I was clean for almost a year when I went to a friends house and they were smoking synthetic weed. I had been doing so good for so long so I figured a little k2 was ok. I said I would only take one hit- next thing I remember, I was handing the bong back, and I said "this isn't good."
I walked a few feet into the kitchen where I was alone, leaning my back against the refrigerator with my hands behind my back. couldn't open my eyes, and everything I knew about myself and where I was was fading. It felt like my mind was on fire. In this state, I thought I had died and went to hell. I didn't know anything anymore.
I couldn't hear my boyfriend telling me from the living room to come sit down anymore. He was nonexistent and all that was reality was this burning darkness that my soul was in: hell. I wasn't me physically, I was my soul, and nothing else mattered.
The next thing I know, I hear someone saying "it's ok, it's ok, it's ok" over and over again. I had a thought of a room, a baby, and a floor but I didn't know why. It was so bright above me, and a voice said "just relax" so I did, and I heard another voice saying "she isn't breathing right. Come back to me. Come back to me." Finally, I felt some tugging, and my eyes flew open. I was back at reality.
While I was standing against the fridge, I had fallen to the side and backwards, with my arms still behind me. My boyfriend saw it and said I didn't even realize it/try to catch myself. Not sure if I knocked myself out on the hardwood or if I was just getting mind fucked from the high. Had a huge goose egg on the back of my head though.
My arms, legs, and torso were numb for 10 minutes after I woke up. I felt a tiny tiny bit of the high a little after I woke up but not even close to what it was before. They said I was only out for 15-20 minutes.
Anything similar happen to anybody? I haven't found much online about this but I can't be the only person who experienced something like this.