what do you mean? lol
Well, I left.. so the burden is on me, to be fair I'll save you all the spill.. most people know, cause I been off and on.. but it just seems like they have moved on super quick, friending their exes, which I mean I left I can't say shit, but I realized how horrible the mistake was, but atleast it will fuel me to get back home safely.
Yes, I meant to leave.. I'm not one of the types that lets shit go until law enforcement comes, to be fair we were arguing like cats and dogs.. but honestly I'm not sure what to do but excel.. oddly enough she's attracted to the abandoner family has done alot of it, so while I know she still checks in just given her past, she's stubborn enough for us both not to speak our minds..
Just feel like who I am to walk away, claim its for the better then have a change of heart 3 months later.. things will improve with or without, I just miss her, I really miss my home state... and its compounded, sometimes I get high and feel like my breath is being taken away from the anxiety it produces.
Thanks for talking to me btw.. you didn't owe me that but I appreciate it!
You should! but where's my xanax prescriptions?!! :D
would sound legit, if you will tell me to "take what I can get and be happy" if I even ask about a certain brand.. I'ma start telling them from now on I own stock..
