WhyDoIDoThis
Greenlighter
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- Oct 1, 2016
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Hey guys, newbie here so I apologize if this isn't the correct place for this.
I've been sober for a little over two years...until today.
I'm in drug court in Ohio. And today...for some reason I relapsed on Heroin.
Im so dissapointed in myself. I've already told my homegroup and certain friends.
But I can't go to jail...it would ruin all my progress. I would lose my job...my family..everything.
Now, to my question.
I got about a point of H today around 4pm. I did half of it and a rinse in two shots around 430pm. Then cooled on it and(tried) to enjoy myself.
For some stupid reason. At 7pm I did the rest. So on the low side I did a lil less than a point and on the high side i did close to a point in a half. Today is friday and chances are that I'll have to take a drug test (lab test) on monday. I have until 1145 unless I can convince them to let me test by 545 instead.
Is there any hope for me? Can I pass it? Faking it isn't an option. I've never tested dirty before and in the past when I've accidently missed a phone call or even a test I've been given the benefit of the doubt.
What should I do? This wasn't fun. I'm not happy. I hate myself right now. To be honest ive been crying. I'm so dissapointed.
Tl;dr : did a point of h on friday (today) at 7pm and have to test on monday by 1145. Am I screwed.
Thank you in advance. Be as honest as possible. Feel good answers wont help.
I've been sober for a little over two years...until today.
I'm in drug court in Ohio. And today...for some reason I relapsed on Heroin.
Im so dissapointed in myself. I've already told my homegroup and certain friends.
But I can't go to jail...it would ruin all my progress. I would lose my job...my family..everything.
Now, to my question.
I got about a point of H today around 4pm. I did half of it and a rinse in two shots around 430pm. Then cooled on it and(tried) to enjoy myself.
For some stupid reason. At 7pm I did the rest. So on the low side I did a lil less than a point and on the high side i did close to a point in a half. Today is friday and chances are that I'll have to take a drug test (lab test) on monday. I have until 1145 unless I can convince them to let me test by 545 instead.
Is there any hope for me? Can I pass it? Faking it isn't an option. I've never tested dirty before and in the past when I've accidently missed a phone call or even a test I've been given the benefit of the doubt.
What should I do? This wasn't fun. I'm not happy. I hate myself right now. To be honest ive been crying. I'm so dissapointed.
Tl;dr : did a point of h on friday (today) at 7pm and have to test on monday by 1145. Am I screwed.
Thank you in advance. Be as honest as possible. Feel good answers wont help.
