kushblowin
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i made a post earlier about how i was taking xans and i thought it was laced with something because i was trippin and up to 7 am listening to music and talking to people for hours and like almost wanting to tell people i love them for no reason and was just up for 2-3 days talking to people and it all feels like a blur which happens from both mdma and xanax (i took another quarter when i woke up and a few more the next day just hoping they were xanax). i was just like listening to the same music on repeat for days and couldnt even close my eyes and i was talking to girls it had to be ecstasy or something. i didnt sleep for 2 days and i kept taking the xans in quarters because i just wanted to sleep i take xanax because i have actual panic attacks and anxiety, im not looking to get high off it im just microdosing for my anxiety and taking quarter bars. im also always REALLY tired like i sleep 9 hours a night and im still tired but i had more energy than ever.
that shit kinda felt molly and xans mixed together and just popping little quarters which should calm down me down and help me sleep i was listening to music every for hours straight thinking about how beautiful it was with my heart beating fast and checking my phone every second when i was trying to sleep talking to people and the hours flew by it went from 4 am to noon in the blink of an eye. im scared if it had ecstasy in it ill fry my brain or some shit taking mdma back to back but i didnt have a molly crash or anything. i got no sleep and took a small nap and felt energetic and fine and in a good mood even though i had a lot of bad shit going on and im usually always tired and depressed.
people were saying i might have a paradoxical effect from xanax but ive been an experienced drug user for 12+ years. i have taken xanax for years and i know exactly what it feels like and that was that only the time its ever done that. i took a quarter of a different color bar today and felt fine it just felt like normal xanax. im really not trying to fry my brain or do hard drugs i just want to take enough xanax to combat my anxiety and remain coherent because my anxiety has destroyed my life and i used to self medicate with alcohol before i realized what i was doing and it was just a train wreck that almost ruined my life.
obviously im going to order a test kit after this but do you guys think its possible it was meth or something? or molly? ive never done meth in my life so i would have no way to know all i know is ecstasy and ive done some weaker stimulants. could someone be trying to get me hooked on meth like some scummy dealer? also if i take mdma on its own i get almost borderline psychedelic fucked up mindset and it makes me anxious and its a nightmare but with xanax i feel okay on it. so i just have no idea what this is but i want to be able to take my xanax because i need it really bad.
i also had a really beautiful girl message me and that gives me really bad anxiety so maybe it fucked up the xans but idk
edit: if i had to rate my sex drive on this it was pretty low though. i wasnt exactly horny and just wanted to chill smoking weed talking to people but i did really like talking to girls
that shit kinda felt molly and xans mixed together and just popping little quarters which should calm down me down and help me sleep i was listening to music every for hours straight thinking about how beautiful it was with my heart beating fast and checking my phone every second when i was trying to sleep talking to people and the hours flew by it went from 4 am to noon in the blink of an eye. im scared if it had ecstasy in it ill fry my brain or some shit taking mdma back to back but i didnt have a molly crash or anything. i got no sleep and took a small nap and felt energetic and fine and in a good mood even though i had a lot of bad shit going on and im usually always tired and depressed.
people were saying i might have a paradoxical effect from xanax but ive been an experienced drug user for 12+ years. i have taken xanax for years and i know exactly what it feels like and that was that only the time its ever done that. i took a quarter of a different color bar today and felt fine it just felt like normal xanax. im really not trying to fry my brain or do hard drugs i just want to take enough xanax to combat my anxiety and remain coherent because my anxiety has destroyed my life and i used to self medicate with alcohol before i realized what i was doing and it was just a train wreck that almost ruined my life.
obviously im going to order a test kit after this but do you guys think its possible it was meth or something? or molly? ive never done meth in my life so i would have no way to know all i know is ecstasy and ive done some weaker stimulants. could someone be trying to get me hooked on meth like some scummy dealer? also if i take mdma on its own i get almost borderline psychedelic fucked up mindset and it makes me anxious and its a nightmare but with xanax i feel okay on it. so i just have no idea what this is but i want to be able to take my xanax because i need it really bad.
i also had a really beautiful girl message me and that gives me really bad anxiety so maybe it fucked up the xans but idk
edit: if i had to rate my sex drive on this it was pretty low though. i wasnt exactly horny and just wanted to chill smoking weed talking to people but i did really like talking to girls
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