subssavedmylife
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Feb 5, 2015
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- 7
Hey all. First all I'm a brand new member, and have no idea where this should be posted! but i am avid reader of this site and have used it hundreds of times to help find out about new opiates and then how to kick them, and can't thank you all enough for your advice and for even making me lmao a few times when I was sick lol. Eventually i got on subutex, I was on it over a year, very stable and absolutely loved the way it helped me, BUT It never really helped me AT all with pain, and recently after an accident I found out I had fractures in my lower spine and my NEW pain management doctor suggested I now start taking methadone for PAIN management. I started out at 70 MG daily. I took this dose for almost a full month, then thought i could cut it in hald to 30 MG of done , 1 day, before stopping done all together( my last dose was friday, last week and it is now Wednesday night)...then I took subutex 36 hours later after Friday night (omg...worst experience of my life I didn't eat or sleep for 3 days because my doctor told me to just keep taking more subutex til I felt better...after 2 days and 64 MG of subutex I still felt worse) and it was the most horrible experience of my life...72 hours after my last dose of methadone, my doctor gave me lortab to take away the withdrawal but he wrote me for 40, 10 MG pills and it took them all in 2 days to make me feel better. I took my last lortab last night at 2 a.m almost 24 hours ago and I feel no withdrawal hardly at all...my main question is, I know I need to be at a 26 on the COWS sheet to induct myself again, but will 6 days of no methadone use and 36 hours of no fast acting opiods either, still cause me to get precipitated withdrawal? I'm truly so scared of that to happen again, and really can't figure out why I'm not sick yet. ..is it because I still have so much subutex left on the receptors from takin 64 MG 52 hours ago? Or is it safe to say I may he able to just endure a very slight withdrawal for a while so I do not need to take subutex or anything ever again? (I realize the second part sounds very far fetched but I'm just confused as to why I haven't had a lortab in almost 24 hours or any opiate at all, no methadone for 6 days and yet...no withdrawal yet...can someone please help me with this...I refuse to do methadone again because of the way it tore my brother and father apart after only a year of use, I wanna be stable again and hope if I do need to take my subutex, that I can take it again soon so I'm not tempted to fill a void. Do I need to just tough it out another day or 2 and wait for withdrawals or is it safe to dose now? Thanks everybody on advance and look forward to being able to help those in need with what I do best as well.