Hey guys. About 3 months ago I tripped acid for the first time.
Hey guys so I have another post going right now that helped me understand this alot, but I'll try my luck here as it focusses on smoking weed again...
LONG ASS STORY-
For the quick response scroll all the way to the bottom.
So I had a 10 strip of what I assume was cid. ( wasn't smart enough to test it.) I had the plan to take one hit when I got it. Save 4 more for my friend and i. ( he was studying abroad and thought it'd be a good welcome home present.) Then give away the rest to friends or whatever. But just like with weed I had a problem with saving it. I ended up taking bout 8 1/2 hits my self over a month never more than 2 at a time. Waiting atleast 3 days between. I was loving it, always did it by myself ( I'm a loner so that's normal for me.) And usually had atleast some smoke on me. Ive done cid, mushrooms, salvia (hated salvia, only did it once) but psychedelics were never a problem for me as I never did enough to actually hallucinate, just enough to laugh and see ghost trails. And always smoked weed during the trips.
Smoking weed has been almost an everyday ritual for me since 16/17 years old. (I'm 22 now) before I got how I say "sick" I was smoking a 1/4 a week and I have NEVER gotten too high.
BUT HERE IT IS-
I had one hit left. And I was getting a new car the next day (real cheap, real easy, no stress involved) I was debating on trippn or just going to bed. I made the worst decision of my life and took the last hit I had. I didn't really trip, I felt the same as the first post but never had anxiety before or a bad trip and thought it was just that, a bad trip and figured it'd go away soon enough. That night I did not sleep , at all ,even though I tried for hours. The next 4 days were hell! I puked everything I ate and just to eat in the first place I had to wash it down with water just so I could swallow it. I slept max two hours a night but didn't know I was sleeping I only knew cause my Netflix would stop after 3 episodes. It felt like I had blinked. I continued to smoke through all this but didn't notice if it made it worse cause I felt so bad anyway. After 4 days I went to the ER, everything came back fine. They gave me nausea meds and sleeping meds. But still couldn't sleep. The nausea meds seemed to work but by then I had lost 15 lbs in 5 days( there were many other symptoms including cold sweats, chills, dizziness, fealing hot as fuck , numbness in my left arm/ face. Problems with my front and backside ( no details needed ) and im sure more that i cant remember.Over the the next week I was able to piece together atleast 4 hours of sleep a night. The next 3 weeks it's gotten better but almost immediately after I smoke I get the same uncomfortable pain in my head and it last for hours, I don't even feel high. I literally put two flakes the size of 2 grains of salt In a cig mixed it in and tried it. Bout half way in I found the bud, the rush came on immediately and lasted a few hours. I had also tried drinking the next day. One beer didn't seem to do anything but I went out with friends and had 3 over 10 hours, felt fine, went to bed then woke up with my head screaming unable to sleep again. I now havnt smoked or drank in 3 weeks, but even the headache meds the doctor game me seem to make it worse, however cigarettes dont seem to have an effect, witch I fine wierd cuz I never liked the buzz they game me before but now it's not bad. I know now I'm medicaly medically fine and won't die,(whitch I thought I would 4 times...SERIOUSLY. I don't believe in God but I was on my hands and knees praying)
BUT JUST LIKE SAID BEFORE I WOULD LOVE TO TAKE A HIT AND HAVE IT EFFECT ME LIKE BEFORE. ALSO I'D LIKE TO HAVE A DRINK OR TWO ( I DON'T LIKE GETTING DRUNK)
HAS THIS HAPPEND TO ANYONE AND ARE THERE TIPS TO HELP IT GO AWAY? WILL I BE ABLE TO DRINK/SMOKE AGAIN? HOW LONG WILL IT TAKE?
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Quick version-
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I took bout 8 hits of acid over a month time, first couple trips were fine. The last 1 hit I had however fucked me up ,started puking, unable to sleep eat or basicaly function. Next few weeks got better but I still feal strange all the time.BUT every time I smoke,(even a hit the size of a grain of salt (literally)) I get the same crazy feeling in my head, same when I drink more than one beer although alcohol takes longer to come on. I think now it's crazy intense anxiety. Just want to know if I'll ever be able to smoke or drink again.
I'll never smoke like I used too(1/4 A week morning day and night), just want to know I can.
Please reply, and PLEASE TRIP IN MODERATION, if at all.