Pillsbury_Dope_Boy
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I posted last week about my (ultimately failed) detox attempt with imodium.
Went back to using dope/fent/whatever it is they are selling these days. First time I used was Saturday. I did maybe 3/4 of a bag and blacked out but did not pass out.
Sunday I went back and I literally did one-eighth of a bag. Of course I have no way to measure that, so I could be off. But I dumped around half the bag (or less) in the cooker and then drew approximately 1/4 of the solution into my syringe. So 1/4 of 1/2 = 1/8.
It hit me very hard. Far stronger than I was expecting. Next thing I know, I'm waking up in an ambulance and being Narcan-ed.
I put "overdose" in quotes because there have been several times I passed out and no ambulance showed up to Narcan me, and I woke up an hour or two later. So I doubt I would have died. But of course it is risky and dangerous and if I keep down this road, I will indeed overdose for real one day.
I have little doubt I would have died if I had done, say, half the bag.
Also, it has been around 15 hours since I did the shot. I have taken no opioids since then. And I am not in withdrawal, which is very weird since my withdrawal prior to using was pretty intense just a few days ago, and since then I've spent several days on opioids.
Could it be that the Narcan somehow "reset" my receptors?
Idk. This is all very weird. I just went 3 weeks where my acute withdrawal literally did not go away and just continued to be unbearable despite me only taking Imodium and no real opioids. Then I "overdosed" on one-eigh of a bag. And now I am no longer dopesick. Wtf is going on.
Went back to using dope/fent/whatever it is they are selling these days. First time I used was Saturday. I did maybe 3/4 of a bag and blacked out but did not pass out.
Sunday I went back and I literally did one-eighth of a bag. Of course I have no way to measure that, so I could be off. But I dumped around half the bag (or less) in the cooker and then drew approximately 1/4 of the solution into my syringe. So 1/4 of 1/2 = 1/8.
It hit me very hard. Far stronger than I was expecting. Next thing I know, I'm waking up in an ambulance and being Narcan-ed.
I put "overdose" in quotes because there have been several times I passed out and no ambulance showed up to Narcan me, and I woke up an hour or two later. So I doubt I would have died. But of course it is risky and dangerous and if I keep down this road, I will indeed overdose for real one day.
I have little doubt I would have died if I had done, say, half the bag.
Also, it has been around 15 hours since I did the shot. I have taken no opioids since then. And I am not in withdrawal, which is very weird since my withdrawal prior to using was pretty intense just a few days ago, and since then I've spent several days on opioids.
Could it be that the Narcan somehow "reset" my receptors?
Idk. This is all very weird. I just went 3 weeks where my acute withdrawal literally did not go away and just continued to be unbearable despite me only taking Imodium and no real opioids. Then I "overdosed" on one-eigh of a bag. And now I am no longer dopesick. Wtf is going on.