I've been battling anxiety and depression for years, probably brought on by heavy spice usage when I was a teenager. I've tried to self medicate, which turned me into an alcoholic and benzo addict for a while. I got clean for a while, then ended up addicted to phenibut for 8 months. Now I'm clean again. I feel depressed as shit and get anxious over nothing.
I want to go talk to my doctor, but I know he's just going to try and put me on an SSRI again. I'm black listed from ever getting benzos or anything even slightly "fun" lol
Last time I talked to him, years ago, he gave me a script for celexa. I took it once and never again because I read all these horror stories online. Has anybody ever been on SSRI's and it actually helped? Did they effect your sex drive? How bad is the withdrawal? I feel like if I survived phenibut/benzo/alcohol withdrawal, I can probably handle Celexa lol
I really just need to stop trying to self medicate. If I go back and get some Celexa, I think I'm ready to actually give it a try. Its just everything I read makes it seem like SSRI's are evil.
I want to go talk to my doctor, but I know he's just going to try and put me on an SSRI again. I'm black listed from ever getting benzos or anything even slightly "fun" lol
Last time I talked to him, years ago, he gave me a script for celexa. I took it once and never again because I read all these horror stories online. Has anybody ever been on SSRI's and it actually helped? Did they effect your sex drive? How bad is the withdrawal? I feel like if I survived phenibut/benzo/alcohol withdrawal, I can probably handle Celexa lol
I really just need to stop trying to self medicate. If I go back and get some Celexa, I think I'm ready to actually give it a try. Its just everything I read makes it seem like SSRI's are evil.