andghosts
Bluelighter
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- Dec 18, 2011
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This happened half and hour or so minutes ago, I am okay now but I just want to be sure.
Basic history:
I'm no stranger to hard drugs. I used to use heroin and fentanyl on a daily basis and crystal and coke a couple of times a week. I have been on suboxone for 3 months, and starting a month ago I have been taking IV fentanyl periodically, 2/3 days a week (75mcg lasts me apx. 1-2 days) (except this week its been almost everyday- I've been spitting out my subs) and coke-wise I've been using anywhere between a hg and hb in a 1-2 day period maybe 3-4 times a week. I use benzos (2mg xanax and 10mg valium ) periodically for the comedown but that is all. I haven't used crystal meth in over 3 months.
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Yesterday night I had a couple of pints (2-3) at the pub and 2 or 3 xanax later on into the night. After leaving the pub we ended up at my good friends condo and I started the night with a fair sized shot of fentanyl, and a little under a g of blow. We went out to a different bar and had another pint and I came home feeling fine, slept like a baby and woke up feeling not too shabby. So I mix up my shot of blow, bang it. And ten minutes later I'm doing it again, but my hands are shaking and I guess too much fell into the dish and it dissolved before I could figure out exact how much, heck it looked like water, for a second I blanked and was like wait, did I even put any in here but I said what the heck I guess I'll know soon enough.
I immediately new something was wrong as soon as the plunger hit the bottom- when I get new product I usually inject half first, then wait but idk what sort of a rush I was in this time around by that's beside's the point. First I tasted it in the back of my thought as usual, then the bellringers but then the sound became incredibly distant and muted. Second my vision blurred and started my eyes stared to shift uncontrollably were I became unable to focus on any other thing for longer than a second or two. Almost seconds after this I started to shake uncontrollably in which I had no choice to sit on the floor to prevent the chance of a fall and a concussion. As I'm sitting on the floor, I'm half scrambling to put every bit of incriminating evidence away which in this state was very difficult to do and half willing myself not to have a seizure. As the conlvulsions got worse, I located my stash I had 2mg Xanax bars so I place ,some under the tongue and viewed the other, chewed two aspirin to thin the blood and prevent blood clodding.
What else should I do? I've OD'd on crystal before, years ago but I lost conciousness and was brought to the hospital and was kept there for 3 weeks so, I'd ideally I would like to not got back into a hospital, unless actually absolutely necessary.
Basic history:
I'm no stranger to hard drugs. I used to use heroin and fentanyl on a daily basis and crystal and coke a couple of times a week. I have been on suboxone for 3 months, and starting a month ago I have been taking IV fentanyl periodically, 2/3 days a week (75mcg lasts me apx. 1-2 days) (except this week its been almost everyday- I've been spitting out my subs) and coke-wise I've been using anywhere between a hg and hb in a 1-2 day period maybe 3-4 times a week. I use benzos (2mg xanax and 10mg valium ) periodically for the comedown but that is all. I haven't used crystal meth in over 3 months.
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Yesterday night I had a couple of pints (2-3) at the pub and 2 or 3 xanax later on into the night. After leaving the pub we ended up at my good friends condo and I started the night with a fair sized shot of fentanyl, and a little under a g of blow. We went out to a different bar and had another pint and I came home feeling fine, slept like a baby and woke up feeling not too shabby. So I mix up my shot of blow, bang it. And ten minutes later I'm doing it again, but my hands are shaking and I guess too much fell into the dish and it dissolved before I could figure out exact how much, heck it looked like water, for a second I blanked and was like wait, did I even put any in here but I said what the heck I guess I'll know soon enough.
I immediately new something was wrong as soon as the plunger hit the bottom- when I get new product I usually inject half first, then wait but idk what sort of a rush I was in this time around by that's beside's the point. First I tasted it in the back of my thought as usual, then the bellringers but then the sound became incredibly distant and muted. Second my vision blurred and started my eyes stared to shift uncontrollably were I became unable to focus on any other thing for longer than a second or two. Almost seconds after this I started to shake uncontrollably in which I had no choice to sit on the floor to prevent the chance of a fall and a concussion. As I'm sitting on the floor, I'm half scrambling to put every bit of incriminating evidence away which in this state was very difficult to do and half willing myself not to have a seizure. As the conlvulsions got worse, I located my stash I had 2mg Xanax bars so I place ,some under the tongue and viewed the other, chewed two aspirin to thin the blood and prevent blood clodding.
What else should I do? I've OD'd on crystal before, years ago but I lost conciousness and was brought to the hospital and was kept there for 3 weeks so, I'd ideally I would like to not got back into a hospital, unless actually absolutely necessary.
