So, I've done molly a few times, but usually someone else dosed it out for me. This time I was in charge of determining how much to take so I (stupid I know) took the dealer's recommended dose of 1 gram, well maybe a little over a gram. I didn't know about bluelight until just now, but by everything I've read today, that's an excessive amount for anyone. Also I was unaware about the availability of testing kits, but this was a few large brownish rocks that I ground myself, not powder or pills, so I think it was fairly pure.
Anyway, the night I took it was AMAZING. I wasn't just rolling, I was intensely hallucinating... like way more visual than LSD. People would just change into different people before my eyes, and I'd be looking right at someone and they'd just disappear. There are several bars I won't be returning to. I had the sweaty over-heating thing a little, but I know well enough to watch out for it and had friends who made sure I had fans, stripped to a thin layer of clothes, etc to keep me cool. Around sunrise I laid in bed for hours without sleeping, breathing deep and clenching various muscles like you tend to do.
The next day was also great, still rolling, but redosed a little in the morning. No sleep until very late that night. STRANGEST dream I ever had, but whatever.
Then I woke up yesterday, and the rolling affects were more subtle at first so I figured it had about passed. But by mid day they were coming back, in a kind of unpleasant way. Very fatigued, and body feeling pulsey. It was like the post-molly depression, except I was still rolling. I stayed up pretty late desperately texting ex-girlfriends to try to take care of my chemical-addled libido, until the pulsing in my body started to feel localized in my chest and I got afraid it was a heart problem, and I hoped I could just sleep it off.
I slept well last night and the chest pulse wasn't there this morning, but when I got out of bed the real trouble started. The pulse doesn't seem circulatory, it feels like electric shocks in my nerves. For the last 9 hours, every couple of minutes, mainly in my fingers, arms, and/or head, I get the electric pulses, that sometimes make want to shake, though I can usually resist. Sometimes it's more tingle, sometimes it's more sting. It's accompanied by a louder-than-usual tenidus, as well as other, lower sounds that coincide with the pulsing. These lower sounds sound and feel a little bit like when you're ears get un-clogged after diving in water. It feels like there's an electrical storm going on in my brain.
I haven't heard this described as a normal symptom of coming down, it's not getting better, and it's been almost 48 hours since my last mini-dose... so I'm a little worried. Anyone else ever experience symptoms like this, or dosed similar ammounts?
Anyway, the night I took it was AMAZING. I wasn't just rolling, I was intensely hallucinating... like way more visual than LSD. People would just change into different people before my eyes, and I'd be looking right at someone and they'd just disappear. There are several bars I won't be returning to. I had the sweaty over-heating thing a little, but I know well enough to watch out for it and had friends who made sure I had fans, stripped to a thin layer of clothes, etc to keep me cool. Around sunrise I laid in bed for hours without sleeping, breathing deep and clenching various muscles like you tend to do.
The next day was also great, still rolling, but redosed a little in the morning. No sleep until very late that night. STRANGEST dream I ever had, but whatever.
Then I woke up yesterday, and the rolling affects were more subtle at first so I figured it had about passed. But by mid day they were coming back, in a kind of unpleasant way. Very fatigued, and body feeling pulsey. It was like the post-molly depression, except I was still rolling. I stayed up pretty late desperately texting ex-girlfriends to try to take care of my chemical-addled libido, until the pulsing in my body started to feel localized in my chest and I got afraid it was a heart problem, and I hoped I could just sleep it off.
I slept well last night and the chest pulse wasn't there this morning, but when I got out of bed the real trouble started. The pulse doesn't seem circulatory, it feels like electric shocks in my nerves. For the last 9 hours, every couple of minutes, mainly in my fingers, arms, and/or head, I get the electric pulses, that sometimes make want to shake, though I can usually resist. Sometimes it's more tingle, sometimes it's more sting. It's accompanied by a louder-than-usual tenidus, as well as other, lower sounds that coincide with the pulsing. These lower sounds sound and feel a little bit like when you're ears get un-clogged after diving in water. It feels like there's an electrical storm going on in my brain.
I haven't heard this described as a normal symptom of coming down, it's not getting better, and it's been almost 48 hours since my last mini-dose... so I'm a little worried. Anyone else ever experience symptoms like this, or dosed similar ammounts?
and of course REST REST REST! 