So, I used to love MDMA. Actually, I used to love what I THOUGHT was MDMA. I used to buy bags at festivals or whatever and I would feel awesome and completely on top of the world. But I've had lots of bad bags too and I decided a long time ago not to buy street drugs again because they're too unpredictable and you just don't know what you're getting. But ever since I switched to the deep web, I've not been enjoying my rolls. Now that I'm getting pure MDMA, I really don't enjoy it. For a start, it's not speedy at all, rather the opposite. Worse than that; it makes me paranoid and anxious. It also feels much weaker, like 100mg really doesn't give me much mental or physical euphoria. It seems much more like a "chill out at home with 2 or 3 friends sitting in a circle" kind of drug. Not a party drug, which is what I want. But I don't want to go back to buying bags of mandy off sketchy looking teenagers again. So what should I go for? Possible alternatives I've looked into: MDA, 4FA, and mephedrone. I was also considering making my own blend of powder using a mixture of ingredients- the empathy of MDMA, the speediness of amphetamine, the body high of MDA. But that's just a stab in the dark and it takes a lot of money and effort by the sounds of it.
I just really wanna be able to get that awesome roll feeling that I used to get when I bought a bag of good mandy: speedy but not too speedy, extremely euphoric, no anxiety or paranoia . What was I getting in those bags? I know some of it was MDMA. But what else ? What drug can act as a substitute ? Thanks guys ps sorry if this post is confusing
I just really wanna be able to get that awesome roll feeling that I used to get when I bought a bag of good mandy: speedy but not too speedy, extremely euphoric, no anxiety or paranoia . What was I getting in those bags? I know some of it was MDMA. But what else ? What drug can act as a substitute ? Thanks guys ps sorry if this post is confusing