RichardMooner
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 10, 2014
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- 351
well now i can't tell if I'm coming down off of it or I'm still high.. such a weird feeling, I'm so emotional and so angry at everything.. i still feel my heart pumping, i have no appetite, i can't sleep too much, I'm so nauseous & my head hurts, and i get these moments where i feel so depressed
its like a mixture of coming down yet still stimulated.. which sucks! comedowns i don't think are normally too bad for me because i just sleep it off but i can't this time and i have no benzos or anything (not that i needed those before...) its been 12+ hours since my last IR dose... i actually don't even remember how much I've taken in the past few days.. as soon as id get tired or feel unfocused, id pop half a pill, probably went through 60+ since sunday
i am ready to get back to normal i just wish i could settle down if i could sleep i wouldn't have to deal with this swings between sadness & anger
That's a comedown for you. Absolutely God awful. How are you doing now?