AnanasBannana
Bluelighter
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Hi all,
Last week I had my first strong experience (225mcg 1P-LSD) in a completely dark room for 12 hours. I'll write up a trip report later but I had some terrible and beautiful revelations. At one point I could only think in colour, at another point I was convinced my girlfriend and I were one entity (she was asleep and I was unsure where I began and she finished).
I didn't listen to music but I had music stuck in my head that was louder than any iPod.
Anyway, the days after I was kind of confused about the experience - I didn't feel like it changed me much.
Now, four days after - I feel much more connected, the idea of death doesn't scare me and I feel like I appreciate those close to me so much more. I feel like I'm more emphatic to strangers too.
Are these changes expected to last? And how long should I wait before doing this again? I'm looking for maximum theaputic effect as opposed to recreational enjoyment.
Also, I have some friends who want to do it with me too. I'm kind of concerned about what this will be like? I've done MDMA with them a few times but LSD has been a very quiet and introspective experience so far. Does anyone have any ideas in terms of activities that may make it more recreational than spiritual - or can a spiritual experience be fun? I just ain't too sure what it'll be like!
Thanks guys, you've all been so awesome as part of this journey I'm taking!
Last week I had my first strong experience (225mcg 1P-LSD) in a completely dark room for 12 hours. I'll write up a trip report later but I had some terrible and beautiful revelations. At one point I could only think in colour, at another point I was convinced my girlfriend and I were one entity (she was asleep and I was unsure where I began and she finished).
I didn't listen to music but I had music stuck in my head that was louder than any iPod.
Anyway, the days after I was kind of confused about the experience - I didn't feel like it changed me much.
Now, four days after - I feel much more connected, the idea of death doesn't scare me and I feel like I appreciate those close to me so much more. I feel like I'm more emphatic to strangers too.
Are these changes expected to last? And how long should I wait before doing this again? I'm looking for maximum theaputic effect as opposed to recreational enjoyment.
Also, I have some friends who want to do it with me too. I'm kind of concerned about what this will be like? I've done MDMA with them a few times but LSD has been a very quiet and introspective experience so far. Does anyone have any ideas in terms of activities that may make it more recreational than spiritual - or can a spiritual experience be fun? I just ain't too sure what it'll be like!
Thanks guys, you've all been so awesome as part of this journey I'm taking!