Deemgd
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I am just blown away and wondering if maybe I'm missing something, as i can't come up with any logical reason as to why this should be happening.
Yesterday i took over 150 mg of adderall after picking up scripts for 30 25mg xrs and 30 15 mg Irs. I started off slowly as I have high blood pressure as it is and i haven't used any kind of stimulant since July and wasn't sure where my tolerance was and didn't want to stroke out or have a heart attack (When i used in July i went through over 15 record a day for over a week, which is why i allowed myself to gradually use so much, as i had done it before.)
I took 4 of the xrs at once at 11 am after chewing up the beads, hoping the delayed release would be a smoother come on. By 5pm i was starting to feel good and wanted a little more, and took 3 of the irs. Two hours later i took 2 more of the irs, and then I stupidly took 4 more xrs at 7p.m. In an effort to kick my fading buzz back into gear (which obviously meant no sleep for me!)
So this is the interesting part. At about 10 pm i started having classic overdose symptoms, heart pounding out of chest, chest pains, horrible muscle spasms and stiffening of muscles, grinding my teeth, feeling like i was going to die. My tolerance had obviously reset itself from the stimulant vacation i took for 6 months, and i was really terrified i had taken too much. I took 8mgs of tinazidine (muscle relaxer), 6 mgs of prazosin to reduce the adrenalin and reduce blood pressure, ibuprofen, and 60 mgs morphine sulfate in an effort to bring myself back down, or at least make the symptoms tolerable. I ended up falling asleep for 2 hours at 6am, but it was a hellish night full of panic, which i have never experienced with amps, even on higher doses of adderll.
This morning i was afraid to take anymore after my reaction last night. However i had a doc appointment and it showed my blood pressure and pulse were normal, so I figured I was safe to start slowly again since it had been 15 plus hours since my last dose.
So at about noon I took 4 of the xrs and 3 of the irs together after eating some tums. By 3 pm i felt absolutely nothing, so i took 4 more irs. At 7 pm i still felt nothing and took 8 it's at once. It's now almost 9pm and still feel nothing, just kind of speedy. Nothing like yesterday. No feeling at all, not even the bad side effects.
How could my tolerance have more than doubled in a day, and i still feel nothing??? I am so confused and mad i wasted all those amps on a high that never came.
(And before anyone says anything about how dangerous and outrageous my doses are, I know. I have always had quite a large tolerance for drugs and try to get as messed up as possible. I was an IV heroin addict for 15 years, used to shoot 50 dollars worth of cocaine at once, I currently go through 20 lortab and 120-360 mgs of morphine in a day, and well i already told the dexie story. I am just one of "those" people, the risk doesn't outweigh the benefit of the high for me).
Has anyone ever experienced or heard of anything like this? At that dosage of amphetamines something should be happening, and I've never heard of tolerance more than doubling in less than a day!
Help!
Yesterday i took over 150 mg of adderall after picking up scripts for 30 25mg xrs and 30 15 mg Irs. I started off slowly as I have high blood pressure as it is and i haven't used any kind of stimulant since July and wasn't sure where my tolerance was and didn't want to stroke out or have a heart attack (When i used in July i went through over 15 record a day for over a week, which is why i allowed myself to gradually use so much, as i had done it before.)
I took 4 of the xrs at once at 11 am after chewing up the beads, hoping the delayed release would be a smoother come on. By 5pm i was starting to feel good and wanted a little more, and took 3 of the irs. Two hours later i took 2 more of the irs, and then I stupidly took 4 more xrs at 7p.m. In an effort to kick my fading buzz back into gear (which obviously meant no sleep for me!)
So this is the interesting part. At about 10 pm i started having classic overdose symptoms, heart pounding out of chest, chest pains, horrible muscle spasms and stiffening of muscles, grinding my teeth, feeling like i was going to die. My tolerance had obviously reset itself from the stimulant vacation i took for 6 months, and i was really terrified i had taken too much. I took 8mgs of tinazidine (muscle relaxer), 6 mgs of prazosin to reduce the adrenalin and reduce blood pressure, ibuprofen, and 60 mgs morphine sulfate in an effort to bring myself back down, or at least make the symptoms tolerable. I ended up falling asleep for 2 hours at 6am, but it was a hellish night full of panic, which i have never experienced with amps, even on higher doses of adderll.
This morning i was afraid to take anymore after my reaction last night. However i had a doc appointment and it showed my blood pressure and pulse were normal, so I figured I was safe to start slowly again since it had been 15 plus hours since my last dose.
So at about noon I took 4 of the xrs and 3 of the irs together after eating some tums. By 3 pm i felt absolutely nothing, so i took 4 more irs. At 7 pm i still felt nothing and took 8 it's at once. It's now almost 9pm and still feel nothing, just kind of speedy. Nothing like yesterday. No feeling at all, not even the bad side effects.
How could my tolerance have more than doubled in a day, and i still feel nothing??? I am so confused and mad i wasted all those amps on a high that never came.
(And before anyone says anything about how dangerous and outrageous my doses are, I know. I have always had quite a large tolerance for drugs and try to get as messed up as possible. I was an IV heroin addict for 15 years, used to shoot 50 dollars worth of cocaine at once, I currently go through 20 lortab and 120-360 mgs of morphine in a day, and well i already told the dexie story. I am just one of "those" people, the risk doesn't outweigh the benefit of the high for me).
Has anyone ever experienced or heard of anything like this? At that dosage of amphetamines something should be happening, and I've never heard of tolerance more than doubling in less than a day!
Help!