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How can I be happy with myself and being alone?

I´m in the same situation than the OP and there´s no way on earth to be happy by yourself.
 
I get lonely just as much as I would get tired of someone always being around..grass is always greener..comes down to preference
 
The OP should enjoy his freedom. You don't have somebody asking you to do something for them all the time. You can do what yo uwant, get up when you want, go to bed when you want, and sleep the way you want.
pofacedhoe said:
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i want kids much more than i want a partner though i cant be arsed with being a single parent
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You're not hte only person who has said this. Why would you want that? For me, it is the opposite. I remember my childhood very well.I even remember being a helpless baby. I hated beign a baby, and I never even liked being a kid. I would never force the experience of childhood on another. Maybe it's different for people who had a truly good childhood and don't simply remember it through rose colored glasses. I don't want any of my own. Unless you adopt, yOu cannot even choose your kids, but you can certainly choose your partner. What if you birth a kid you don't like, whose personality clashes with your own? Or one who has severe developmental problems liek birth defects, Down's or severe autism? Even if the kid is healthy, what if the kid has bad habits, annoying friends, has atrocious taste in music, watches obnoxious things on televison, or smokes cigarettes?

For a partner, you can choose. You can choose somebody who personality and lifestyle enhances your own. You can make sure you choose somebody who does not have bad habits or annoying quirks and behaviors. YOu can love a partner more deeply than you could ever love a kid. A kid is just a random person that you ultimately have no control over, yet whose well-being you are responsible for the rest of yoru life.
 
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The Network said:
I can't think of a reason to be happy alone.
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You can't think of ANY reason to be happy? If this is actually true, I think you are pretty clearly experiencing symptoms of depression, probably for reasons that originated before being alone was even a concept that you really understood. Depression is a treatable sickness although you may need to seek professional help to do so depending on the severity and duration of your symptoms.

If you are exaggerating a little, as I suspect you probably are, then I would suggest to just keep doing things you enjoy and try not to give yourself time to give a fuck about being alone until you actually don't. This is what generally worked for me anyways. Of course, you have to be a little smart about doing things that you enjoy as well, as some things such as doing copious amounts of certain substances and getting fucked up all the time, while you may well enjoy this (as I do, and I'm sure many of us here do also) the net effect if you do this will be that you will reduce your overall level of happiness and your depression (or "almost like depression" symptoms, or however you want to phrase it) will not improve. It's cliche but really just focus on positive things like exercise, keeping intellectually stimulated, and just learning to want and enjoy doing things that will make you a better person.

On that note also, it's important to remember that love is a drug that all human beings are genetically hardwired to be addicted to, to some extent, and for better or worse. As we all know, we can't always do the drugs we want to do all the time, and when we can't do one particular drug we need to learn to just accept this for the moment as dwelling on it and pining for it has no value to either yourself or anyone else. I do think that to some extent, because of this hardwired addiction, the old cliche that you need to love yourself before you can love anyone else, yadda yadda, is probably not entirely true, rather it is a learned discipline of spirit to be comfortable with yourself in the absence of what is arguably an innate human desire.

I deliberately did not say "human need" because I do not actually agree that love, objectively, is a need. You cannot die from lack of love, at least not directly, in the same way you would die from lack of food or water. I think this is often largely a problem with how you frame your own life to yourself. Even describing yourself as "alone", while it may be true, is an unnecessarily negative perspective. At the moment you are a lone wolf, ;) and if love is the only thing you are lacking, you already have everything you need!

But, having said that, I do think that learning how to be comfortable alone is a necessary discipline if you want to be able to cope with NOT being alone ever. If you are NOT able to be comfortable being alone, then when you have the opportunity to not be alone anymore, you will very likely not be capable of having a healthy and mature relationship, and will be far more likely to enter into somewhat dysfunctional and codependent relationships where one or both of you is overly reliant on the emotional support of the other... so for the benefit of your future not-alone self, and any future partners you may have, I suggest digging deep within yourself to find this discipline of spirit and be comfortable with solitude. Again, it is OK to seek professional help if you need it - I wish you the best of luck in your journey!
 
Some nights there is unbearable pain emotional and physically because I want someone. It really does hurt throughout my entire body.

Eventually, it passes and when I focus on what a pain in the ass it is to get to know another person AGAIN and having to get dressed and ready for a date, it's actually a relief to be single.

Sooooooo tired of starting all over with someone new! You get dolled up and the guy comes out looking like a bum and it usually leads nowhere. I'll just rock back and forth in the fetal position until the loneliness goes away. Haha It comes in waves.
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
Some nights there is unbearable pain emotional and physically because I want someone. It really does hurt throughout my entire body.

Eventually, it passes and when I focus on what a pain in the ass it is to get to know another person AGAIN and having to get dressed and ready for a date, it's actually a relief to be single.

Sooooooo tired of starting all over with someone new! You get dolled up and the guy comes out looking like a bum and it usually leads nowhere. I'll just rock back and forth in the fetal position until the loneliness goes away. Haha It comes in waves.
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you need hobbies in life or else all there is for you is work friends and men/women

when you have hobbies you enjoy them enough that you dont feel so lonely.

obviously when you want kids and there is a time limit that will affect you but you need something beyond others and work that brings you inner joy
 
pofacedhoe said:
you need hobbies in life or else all there is for you is work friends and men/women

when you have hobbies you enjoy them enough that you dont feel so lonely.

obviously when you want kids and there is a time limit that will affect you but you need something beyond others and work that brings you inner joy
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You're right about needing hobbies or something. My life is empty and I don't know what I want. I basically just take care of my grandmother now.

I never ever want kids so I don't have to worry about that one.
 
Vastness said:
But, having said that, I do think that learning how to be comfortable alone is a necessary discipline if you want to be able to cope with NOT being alone ever. If you are NOT able to be comfortable being alone, then when you have the opportunity to not be alone anymore, you will very likely not be capable of having a healthy and mature relationship, and will be far more likely to enter into somewhat dysfunctional and codependent relationships where one or both of you is overly reliant on the emotional support of the other... so for the benefit of your future not-alone self, and any future partners you may have, I suggest digging deep within yourself to find this discipline of spirit and be comfortable with solitude. Again, it is OK to seek professional help if you need it - I wish you the best of luck in your journey!
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I totally agree. Being comfortable alone, or at least tolerating it, is an essential stepping-stone to a relationship worth having.
 
you can never be happy and alone, but do like the saing "fake, fake til you make it"
 
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