Hi I'm new here but Ive been "lurking" for years, my story is I'm a female 37 and I've been on suboxone for 16 months. I have 4 kids and I'm married, in 2008 after my twins were born I got "sick" my stomach hurt and I was vomiting ALOT I never had prior drug use except Marijuana ( not a drug) BUT I did have many prior surgeries and while pregnant with the twins I was in the hospital for 9 weeks on a steady stream of percocet ( severe pain and they wanted to stop labor,
I am NOT blaming anyone for what followed.. pain meds from the prior surgeries gastic bypass, tummy tuck, tumor, and hernia NEVER caused issues anyways over the next few years I was in and out of pain management and told I needed another surgery but my insurance would NOT cover it in 2010 I met a lovely group of people ( again i stress i do NOT blame anyone but myself but...)and started down a long and dark road all the usual stuff and I ended with prision in 2013-2014 but guess what when I got released I actually did RIGHT my amazing husband stood by my side and he is a non drug user he doesn't even smoke weed!
My parents stood by me and I turned my shit around, I choose suboxone now I know some people would say big mistake but for me it's been a game changer! I lurked for a long time and I was afraid but I did it and with that and I smoke weed ( my doctor knows) I'm doing amazing I still need one surgery but the pain is tolerable with subs BUT I haven't exactly took them as prescribed...here's where I need help...I've been taking very small amounts like .25 or .50 of a milligram every few hours so like 1 or 1.5 mg on a good day and 2 or 2.5 on a bad kinda play it by ear but I've not needed a full or even half a strip ( 8 mg ) in months I found small amounts helped so much more!
Well now my insurance is screwing me and I don't know when I'll be able to get them BUT I have quite a few about 80 strips left can someone give me a taper plan I am going to need to be off them to get any doctor to take me seriously for surgery ( I will have new insurance after the 1st) so my main question is how sick will I get or can I get off using what I have pain free I'm freaking out I work full time now and although I have my family and support I just wanna feel better
I am NOT blaming anyone for what followed.. pain meds from the prior surgeries gastic bypass, tummy tuck, tumor, and hernia NEVER caused issues anyways over the next few years I was in and out of pain management and told I needed another surgery but my insurance would NOT cover it in 2010 I met a lovely group of people ( again i stress i do NOT blame anyone but myself but...)and started down a long and dark road all the usual stuff and I ended with prision in 2013-2014 but guess what when I got released I actually did RIGHT my amazing husband stood by my side and he is a non drug user he doesn't even smoke weed!
My parents stood by me and I turned my shit around, I choose suboxone now I know some people would say big mistake but for me it's been a game changer! I lurked for a long time and I was afraid but I did it and with that and I smoke weed ( my doctor knows) I'm doing amazing I still need one surgery but the pain is tolerable with subs BUT I haven't exactly took them as prescribed...here's where I need help...I've been taking very small amounts like .25 or .50 of a milligram every few hours so like 1 or 1.5 mg on a good day and 2 or 2.5 on a bad kinda play it by ear but I've not needed a full or even half a strip ( 8 mg ) in months I found small amounts helped so much more!
Well now my insurance is screwing me and I don't know when I'll be able to get them BUT I have quite a few about 80 strips left can someone give me a taper plan I am going to need to be off them to get any doctor to take me seriously for surgery ( I will have new insurance after the 1st) so my main question is how sick will I get or can I get off using what I have pain free I'm freaking out I work full time now and although I have my family and support I just wanna feel better
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