Im sorry. I'm new here so I dont know if this type of discussion goes in this thread. I've been trying to avoid this for a while but I need to speak to someone. Back in December I went to Tennessee with my girlfriend and the first night spent there I decided to do acid. I took five stamps and it started out normal but I felt a heavy feeling on my chest and had trouble breathing. As time went by it got worse and me, not being in a normal state of mind, thought I was dying. I basically went crazy, blacked out, and had a horrible trip where I thought I was dying and then I thought I was dead and in the afterlife, long story short. If you guys wanna hear the whole bad trip I can tell it. But the point is after that day I've had a bad time with any other drugs except X. Everytime I get too messed up my mind goes back to that time and triggers the same effect. In the back of my mind I know I'm not dying but still can't help feeling like shit. Im unable to do anything and get stuck in a really bad and depressing place. Now sober I'm more than fine and on X I'm more than fine too. But now everytime I think about doing anything at all, including X, I get the same horrible feeling in my stomach. Something as simple as listening to EDM or seeing someone get high in a show or movie or video game can still trigger those horrible feelings. My friends tell me I just have to wait it out til my mind recuperates and accepts the bad trip. But idk if that would actually help. I feel a weight on my chest, I get a little jittery and I feel like I have a lump in my throat with a bad headache whenever I think back on the bad trip and every other bad trip I've had as a result of that. Please help. I would like to know what can I do and if any of ya'll ever been through something like this. Keep in mind me sober and even me high I know the trip is just a trip and not real but I can't help feeling like shit. This isnt affecting my regular life. But it is affecting my recreational time.