Hey bluelight, longtime lurker here finally decided to make a post asking for help, so i can finally rid myself of this heroin addiction once and for all.
I have been using IV black tar heroin on and off (mostly on) for the past 9+ years (im 25.) Im fed up now and want off for good. I have some suboxone and weed to help me through the worst of it (ive used suboxone in the past several times to get clean) but each time I try to quit the anxiety becomes overwhelming. Absolutely crippling fear. My nose clogs up and i panic. This is after about 12 hours without a dose. And I need to try and make it long enough to take the sub. Which im failing at.
I dont know if anyone else gets crippling anxiety but it would be a great help if I could get any advice or if theres anything more I can do it'd be greatly appreciated. Sorry I know this post is very poorly worded, its late and i havent slept.
I have been using IV black tar heroin on and off (mostly on) for the past 9+ years (im 25.) Im fed up now and want off for good. I have some suboxone and weed to help me through the worst of it (ive used suboxone in the past several times to get clean) but each time I try to quit the anxiety becomes overwhelming. Absolutely crippling fear. My nose clogs up and i panic. This is after about 12 hours without a dose. And I need to try and make it long enough to take the sub. Which im failing at.
I dont know if anyone else gets crippling anxiety but it would be a great help if I could get any advice or if theres anything more I can do it'd be greatly appreciated. Sorry I know this post is very poorly worded, its late and i havent slept.