it was everything fine i felt great but i was a lil bit overtrained so i decided to go to my doc to improve my sleep and my recovery.
Im so stupid but ok i wanted benzos he said nooo benzos are evil blabla he prescribed me promethizim he said its an antihistaminikum ah said well ok.
Then i took one tab with 25mg on 100kg and i read its an antipsychotic i thought wtf a tried to vomit it out with a teeth brush lol i know but then i zhought ok well im not gonna day.
The next day i was ecöxtremely dizzy and lil bit confused i walked around like i was like 3 times in the same grocery store for food and did not buy nothing and drove around with metro until i finally bought something and then in the evening i felt a lil bit restless and hopelessless and i worried about thingd ok weird. I did not took snything no promethizin.
Then today i woke up what s dhitty day i felt so restless and angry i habe this inner anger like it would squeeze my chest. I dont know what this is. I wanted to go to my doc but i didnt coz i think i would beat him. I wouldt say that i wanna kill myself but i feel a lil bit like i would like to harm myself.
I noticed im chewing on my nails im never doing this. Omg i hope it will go sway.
The whole positive effects of 5htp are gone.
Its crazy i feel like im on a meth withdrswal or whatever i dont know where this anger comes from.
I feel raped i could cry i dont know what happeneded - will it go away?
Im so stupid but ok i wanted benzos he said nooo benzos are evil blabla he prescribed me promethizim he said its an antihistaminikum ah said well ok.
Then i took one tab with 25mg on 100kg and i read its an antipsychotic i thought wtf a tried to vomit it out with a teeth brush lol i know but then i zhought ok well im not gonna day.
The next day i was ecöxtremely dizzy and lil bit confused i walked around like i was like 3 times in the same grocery store for food and did not buy nothing and drove around with metro until i finally bought something and then in the evening i felt a lil bit restless and hopelessless and i worried about thingd ok weird. I did not took snything no promethizin.
Then today i woke up what s dhitty day i felt so restless and angry i habe this inner anger like it would squeeze my chest. I dont know what this is. I wanted to go to my doc but i didnt coz i think i would beat him. I wouldt say that i wanna kill myself but i feel a lil bit like i would like to harm myself.
I noticed im chewing on my nails im never doing this. Omg i hope it will go sway.
The whole positive effects of 5htp are gone.
Its crazy i feel like im on a meth withdrswal or whatever i dont know where this anger comes from.
I feel raped i could cry i dont know what happeneded - will it go away?