Hello guys , I just came on this forum for help and advices ! thank you so much for every opinion you will write .
On 7 July i took 1.5 blotter (tab) of Nbome , i dont know it was 25i , 25c or what. I have smoked weed and spice many times before that , but it was first psychodelic experience in my life.first like 30-60 minutes i feel good , my visuals was warm and good , I was on concert , where Placebo , Scratch the Floor and other was singing. At the beggining i was listening some "low-band " music , i felt good , then Scratch the floor started playing some heavy songs and everything went wrong , I had really bad trip , I was asking my friends to take to hospital ,to do something with me ,i had fear that i will never be same again , i will be in that trip forever, then in 3-4 hours of fight i came back . 10 days i had some feelings , some worries , at 11th day i was "buzzing " or like that bzzz :D and had panic attacks , then went to psychiatr , she is really strong , i know it really.
she told me to take Anafranil Aka Clomipramine , Carbamazepine aka Tegretol and Alprazolam aka Xanax. I am taking that pills around 1 month and 3 days , my anxiety and panic attacks are gone , i dont have that silly thoughts what i have in that days , but i got few problems ...
1. in past , i was thinking about that life is a dream , or it is whole my imagination ( everybody have that thoughts ) but i never had problem with that, atm sometimes i have thoughts that maybe i am in coma , maybe it is long dream , but with that thoughts i got also feelings , feelings that nothing is real.
2. I got visual snow and blue field entoptic phenomenon , but they dont bother me , if i start thinking about it they coming , maybe they will fade away.
[h=1]3. sometimes i have fear that maybe that things which i had on trip will come back and world will became like that , is there any chances that what i saw and felt on nbome bad trip will ever come back ? if i dont take it .
4. and sometimes , mostly on night , and if i am tired , if anyone talking to me suddenly i feel like i am going out of world for few secs or hearing his/her voice lstrange. like you are high on weed , like that feeling maybe.
if anyone can help me with that symptomps i will be very happy , you can do really great job if you tell me something about this .
thanks guys and love u
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On 7 July i took 1.5 blotter (tab) of Nbome , i dont know it was 25i , 25c or what. I have smoked weed and spice many times before that , but it was first psychodelic experience in my life.first like 30-60 minutes i feel good , my visuals was warm and good , I was on concert , where Placebo , Scratch the Floor and other was singing. At the beggining i was listening some "low-band " music , i felt good , then Scratch the floor started playing some heavy songs and everything went wrong , I had really bad trip , I was asking my friends to take to hospital ,to do something with me ,i had fear that i will never be same again , i will be in that trip forever, then in 3-4 hours of fight i came back . 10 days i had some feelings , some worries , at 11th day i was "buzzing " or like that bzzz :D and had panic attacks , then went to psychiatr , she is really strong , i know it really.
she told me to take Anafranil Aka Clomipramine , Carbamazepine aka Tegretol and Alprazolam aka Xanax. I am taking that pills around 1 month and 3 days , my anxiety and panic attacks are gone , i dont have that silly thoughts what i have in that days , but i got few problems ...
1. in past , i was thinking about that life is a dream , or it is whole my imagination ( everybody have that thoughts ) but i never had problem with that, atm sometimes i have thoughts that maybe i am in coma , maybe it is long dream , but with that thoughts i got also feelings , feelings that nothing is real.
2. I got visual snow and blue field entoptic phenomenon , but they dont bother me , if i start thinking about it they coming , maybe they will fade away.
[h=1]3. sometimes i have fear that maybe that things which i had on trip will come back and world will became like that , is there any chances that what i saw and felt on nbome bad trip will ever come back ? if i dont take it .
4. and sometimes , mostly on night , and if i am tired , if anyone talking to me suddenly i feel like i am going out of world for few secs or hearing his/her voice lstrange. like you are high on weed , like that feeling maybe.
if anyone can help me with that symptomps i will be very happy , you can do really great job if you tell me something about this .
thanks guys and love u
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