ArtVandalay
Bluelighter
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My wife died from cancer- Found out April 1st, she died May 8th. We had no idea until it was too late. I have a son who is almost 4 years old. I'm on 8mg Subutex (been in a program for about ten years). My primary doctor prescribed me .5 Klonopin a few months after she passed. I'm now tapering off. He put me on Effexor, which I had a terrible reaction to, it felt like coming off of bad MDMA, so I got off of that.
My question is, I've been having legit suicidal ideation. How much of this is grief and how much is it the Klonopin taper? I'm down to half a tablet a day. I'm also wondering what other medications I could try for my depression/anxiety (I don't do well with SSRIs).
My question is, I've been having legit suicidal ideation. How much of this is grief and how much is it the Klonopin taper? I'm down to half a tablet a day. I'm also wondering what other medications I could try for my depression/anxiety (I don't do well with SSRIs).