drewbocop
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Hey guys,
After a long battle with kick-back obsessed SSRI pushing doctors and others that just seem to want to throw me hydroxyzine and get me out in one minute, I've finally found a compassionate doctor who listened to ME, my history, and understood that my anxiety I've dealt with most my life requires treatment. I had just moved back to Michigan from NC and I ended up going to jail and had to cold turkey 30mg diazepam (more like 50-70 some days), 3 grams gabapentin, alcohol, end kratom. An event that will be burned into my memory forever. It was the single most horrid and traumatizing experience of my life and had me thrown into full-blown hallucinations, shakes, and absolute delerium.
Well, I was in there for 37 days. The first half of I hardly remember much true reality. Insane fabrications of my mind. I would have breaks back into normality for stretches of time. Anyways. I finally came out of it... okay, I guess. But I've still been dealing with my usual insurmountable anxiety and I work in the public, life sucks, blah blah blah.
Anyways, enough back story.
So, I told this new doctor about my situation and how I came to need these medications to treat my G.A.D./S.A. and musuloskeletal pain (from car and motorcycle accidents) She prescribed 20mg diazepam as needed and a version of gabapentin I'd not yet heard of (which is surprising.) It's called Gralise. You take one single upward-titrating dose with your evening meal, up to 1800mg. I haven't read too much information about it because it's mostly just generic drug information web sites.
I went to sleep taking only 600mg (and 300 when I first got home), a tiny dose compared to what I'm used to and certainly more than I'd take at one dose. I usually split mine up as low as 100mg, 6 - 8 times a day as of late. (I've been getting them from a roommate who doesn't use them.) I woke to a serious gabapentin buzz similar to as if I'd taken a couple two grams appropriately (multiple small doses at least an hour apart, small meal, etc).
So, my question is: Is there any real information through your guys' personal experiences?
Anyone noticed this powerful reaction to a smaller dose that I did?
I suppose it's going to be super expensive, which I don't know is worth it since generic Neurontin is pretty cheap with insurance.
Lyrica is also an option, anybody ever compared Gralise and lyrica?
I'd also like to add that this is a brand-name Gralise starter pack. I read in another thread that brand names and generic forms of gabapentin can vary. Don't know the truth to this, but a reputable poster said brand-name Neurontin fucked him up versus generic which I assume he meant did not much.
Thanks
After a long battle with kick-back obsessed SSRI pushing doctors and others that just seem to want to throw me hydroxyzine and get me out in one minute, I've finally found a compassionate doctor who listened to ME, my history, and understood that my anxiety I've dealt with most my life requires treatment. I had just moved back to Michigan from NC and I ended up going to jail and had to cold turkey 30mg diazepam (more like 50-70 some days), 3 grams gabapentin, alcohol, end kratom. An event that will be burned into my memory forever. It was the single most horrid and traumatizing experience of my life and had me thrown into full-blown hallucinations, shakes, and absolute delerium.
Well, I was in there for 37 days. The first half of I hardly remember much true reality. Insane fabrications of my mind. I would have breaks back into normality for stretches of time. Anyways. I finally came out of it... okay, I guess. But I've still been dealing with my usual insurmountable anxiety and I work in the public, life sucks, blah blah blah.
Anyways, enough back story.
So, I told this new doctor about my situation and how I came to need these medications to treat my G.A.D./S.A. and musuloskeletal pain (from car and motorcycle accidents) She prescribed 20mg diazepam as needed and a version of gabapentin I'd not yet heard of (which is surprising.) It's called Gralise. You take one single upward-titrating dose with your evening meal, up to 1800mg. I haven't read too much information about it because it's mostly just generic drug information web sites.
I went to sleep taking only 600mg (and 300 when I first got home), a tiny dose compared to what I'm used to and certainly more than I'd take at one dose. I usually split mine up as low as 100mg, 6 - 8 times a day as of late. (I've been getting them from a roommate who doesn't use them.) I woke to a serious gabapentin buzz similar to as if I'd taken a couple two grams appropriately (multiple small doses at least an hour apart, small meal, etc).
So, my question is: Is there any real information through your guys' personal experiences?
Anyone noticed this powerful reaction to a smaller dose that I did?
I suppose it's going to be super expensive, which I don't know is worth it since generic Neurontin is pretty cheap with insurance.
Lyrica is also an option, anybody ever compared Gralise and lyrica?
I'd also like to add that this is a brand-name Gralise starter pack. I read in another thread that brand names and generic forms of gabapentin can vary. Don't know the truth to this, but a reputable poster said brand-name Neurontin fucked him up versus generic which I assume he meant did not much.
Thanks
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