Ergan
Bluelighter
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- Oct 20, 2014
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Been awhile since I've been on this site, many months have past. my drug use spiralled out of control a few months ago and since then i abused stupid amounts of Speed, MDMA and MDA. Now no need to worry I've been clean for about a month,except for my daily consumption of cannabis. Tonight i was thinking, remembering the past all my mistakes, and it came to mind, and experience i had not yet explored. This was my life like visual of about 12-14 flying orbs of light, leaving trails of star dust. they moved around my room, around my head then flew into my head.
Im quite curious as to what this is, i know visuals from Amphetamine based drugs can be life like but this, seemed different. It was like a point was hit where my mind cracked and let out this warning, that i was about to over dose and die, but i didn't, other than one hell of a come down i recovered, took a long time for me to get the will to actually do something for myself, create a future. Since all of my use i haven't noticed many changes in normal life, other than a bit of HPPD and some issues with my speech fluency, but my mind is still able to do complex tasks such as my year 12 which i post-poned for other health reasons.
Dose was 9g of Amphetamine sulphur, 72% lab tested, over the period of 2 days. Most of it was taken in 3 gram dosages within a few hours on each day. Any info would be great, and also something to add that these drugs do nothing but take, take, take.... LSD taught me alot on my 440ug trip in the depth of addiction, but that is a tail for another day.
Ergan
Im quite curious as to what this is, i know visuals from Amphetamine based drugs can be life like but this, seemed different. It was like a point was hit where my mind cracked and let out this warning, that i was about to over dose and die, but i didn't, other than one hell of a come down i recovered, took a long time for me to get the will to actually do something for myself, create a future. Since all of my use i haven't noticed many changes in normal life, other than a bit of HPPD and some issues with my speech fluency, but my mind is still able to do complex tasks such as my year 12 which i post-poned for other health reasons.
Dose was 9g of Amphetamine sulphur, 72% lab tested, over the period of 2 days. Most of it was taken in 3 gram dosages within a few hours on each day. Any info would be great, and also something to add that these drugs do nothing but take, take, take.... LSD taught me alot on my 440ug trip in the depth of addiction, but that is a tail for another day.
Ergan