BlueBull
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GF had terrifying experience. Would like some input
Hey guys
I'm going to give you as much background as I can so this could be a bit of a long post. Thank you for bearing with me in advance
So I've been together with my gf for about 3-4 months now. She is completely drug-naïve, never even smoked a spliff. Only thing she does is drink on occasion that's it. She weighs about 50kg
Now she has been saying she would like to try spacecake for some time now, from before she met me. I've always been apprehensive but thought that if she really wanted to I would guide her a bit since it was going to be her first drug experience. She was staying over for 3 days so it was the perfect opportunity since we had a small trip to the Netherlands right before. I bought 2 pieces of cake which contain half a gram each of very low quality weed, so not the strongest cake in the world. I have had that particular cake dozens of times myself and always end up eating 3-4 pieces for a nice buzz. I decided to give her a little less than half of a piece, so about 0.2g and wait. She ate it and after 2 hours or something still nothing. I decided not to give her more in case she was still going to come up (best idea I've had in ages!!! I am so fucking happy I didn't give her more, because she asked for a bit more but I declined). After about 2-2.5 hours right after we showered all of the sudden she says she feels weird, that she has this weird sensation in her head of being calm but her mind was starting to wander. She also had a dry mouth and mild amnesia. I concluded that it was starting, after 2.5h, which is weird in itself
We were sitting on the bed side by side brushing our teeth when I noticed something was wrong. She looked as pale as a ghost (she is of African descent so this is saying something). She was brushing her teeth like a madman, with a joker-like grin on her face and spreading toothpaste all over her mouth. I turned to her and asked her 'are you alright?'. That's when she started mumbling random stuf like "home home home home home", "mommy mommy", "where am I what is this, where am I what is this", "[my name], [my name], [my name], [my name]" over and over and over again. She also had this stare in her eyes like she was looking right through me at something else behind me or something. And a look of TOTAL panic in her eyes
This is when it really got out of hand, she started to give the impression of hallucinating and she was talking absolute gibberish, sometimes to people that weren't there. I held her and tried to calm her down because she was really out of it and getting wilder and wilder. All of the sudden she started struggling so hard I thought she was having a fit, she started saying "no, no, NO, NOOO, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" and at the end was screaming at the top of her lungs, I didn't even expect her to be able to scream so loud. She didn't recognise me anymore, she didn't know where she was, she didn't even know her own name anymore. She was also switching between sobbing and laughing rapidly. At one time she went from violently struggling to completely still not even breathing in half a second, staring right through me like she was in another universe. She later told me that at that moment she was convinced she had died. I repeated to her "you are with [my name], in [my city], you're in a safe room, I am with you and I will protect you, nothing can happen honey". I also asked her a few times who I was, who she was, where she was and if she knew that she was safe there, which after repeating it for a few times she remembered. This calmed her down periodically a bit but she continued having these mini-breakdowns. She also continued repeating the same things over and over again and explained to me she kept getting caught in thought loops and she thought she was going to die. During these loops she was completely out of it, talking absolute nonsense like "call the president, I need help" or "will my mom come to my funeral?" or "could we go walk the dog now?" (it was the middle of the night, 3am or something). She also said she was hallucinating though she was really vague about this so I'm not sure she was actually seeing shit that wasn't there. A few times she mentioned though, with eyes open, she could see her going back in time through her life and she saw herself when she was younger
I was trying my best to remain calm for her sake but in my mind I was freaking out, I have never seen anything like this except for a hallucinogenic bad trip. What worries me even more is that 14 hours later, she was still having moments of being out of it, she even started repeating the same thing over and over again once or twice, remarkably every time right after I gave her a long kiss. And now two days later she still doesn't feel 100% though she is back to reality completely she says something about the world still looks and feels off
The only thing I have ever seen that came close was a psychotic break one of my friends had, also triggered by smoking a spliff (but with a history of serious drug abuse) or a serious overdose and subsequent bad trip on a hallucinogenic drug
Has anyone ever witnessed something like this before? Was it a psychotic episode (she doesn't have a history of it nor family that has it)? A panic attack (unlikely, I know how that looks, this was much worse I think? She is obviously never going to do weed again but should I be worried about this having triggered some underlying mental disorder or something? I have seen people pass out because of weed, having serious panic attacks because of weed, even saw someone having a fit once, but this scared me more than anything. I find it alarming too that this happened on just 0.2g of low quality weed and about 2.5-3 hours after ingestion
I would really appreciate some feedback, thank you in advance!
BB
Hey guys
I'm going to give you as much background as I can so this could be a bit of a long post. Thank you for bearing with me in advance
So I've been together with my gf for about 3-4 months now. She is completely drug-naïve, never even smoked a spliff. Only thing she does is drink on occasion that's it. She weighs about 50kg
Now she has been saying she would like to try spacecake for some time now, from before she met me. I've always been apprehensive but thought that if she really wanted to I would guide her a bit since it was going to be her first drug experience. She was staying over for 3 days so it was the perfect opportunity since we had a small trip to the Netherlands right before. I bought 2 pieces of cake which contain half a gram each of very low quality weed, so not the strongest cake in the world. I have had that particular cake dozens of times myself and always end up eating 3-4 pieces for a nice buzz. I decided to give her a little less than half of a piece, so about 0.2g and wait. She ate it and after 2 hours or something still nothing. I decided not to give her more in case she was still going to come up (best idea I've had in ages!!! I am so fucking happy I didn't give her more, because she asked for a bit more but I declined). After about 2-2.5 hours right after we showered all of the sudden she says she feels weird, that she has this weird sensation in her head of being calm but her mind was starting to wander. She also had a dry mouth and mild amnesia. I concluded that it was starting, after 2.5h, which is weird in itself
We were sitting on the bed side by side brushing our teeth when I noticed something was wrong. She looked as pale as a ghost (she is of African descent so this is saying something). She was brushing her teeth like a madman, with a joker-like grin on her face and spreading toothpaste all over her mouth. I turned to her and asked her 'are you alright?'. That's when she started mumbling random stuf like "home home home home home", "mommy mommy", "where am I what is this, where am I what is this", "[my name], [my name], [my name], [my name]" over and over and over again. She also had this stare in her eyes like she was looking right through me at something else behind me or something. And a look of TOTAL panic in her eyes
This is when it really got out of hand, she started to give the impression of hallucinating and she was talking absolute gibberish, sometimes to people that weren't there. I held her and tried to calm her down because she was really out of it and getting wilder and wilder. All of the sudden she started struggling so hard I thought she was having a fit, she started saying "no, no, NO, NOOO, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" and at the end was screaming at the top of her lungs, I didn't even expect her to be able to scream so loud. She didn't recognise me anymore, she didn't know where she was, she didn't even know her own name anymore. She was also switching between sobbing and laughing rapidly. At one time she went from violently struggling to completely still not even breathing in half a second, staring right through me like she was in another universe. She later told me that at that moment she was convinced she had died. I repeated to her "you are with [my name], in [my city], you're in a safe room, I am with you and I will protect you, nothing can happen honey". I also asked her a few times who I was, who she was, where she was and if she knew that she was safe there, which after repeating it for a few times she remembered. This calmed her down periodically a bit but she continued having these mini-breakdowns. She also continued repeating the same things over and over again and explained to me she kept getting caught in thought loops and she thought she was going to die. During these loops she was completely out of it, talking absolute nonsense like "call the president, I need help" or "will my mom come to my funeral?" or "could we go walk the dog now?" (it was the middle of the night, 3am or something). She also said she was hallucinating though she was really vague about this so I'm not sure she was actually seeing shit that wasn't there. A few times she mentioned though, with eyes open, she could see her going back in time through her life and she saw herself when she was younger
I was trying my best to remain calm for her sake but in my mind I was freaking out, I have never seen anything like this except for a hallucinogenic bad trip. What worries me even more is that 14 hours later, she was still having moments of being out of it, she even started repeating the same thing over and over again once or twice, remarkably every time right after I gave her a long kiss. And now two days later she still doesn't feel 100% though she is back to reality completely she says something about the world still looks and feels off
The only thing I have ever seen that came close was a psychotic break one of my friends had, also triggered by smoking a spliff (but with a history of serious drug abuse) or a serious overdose and subsequent bad trip on a hallucinogenic drug
Has anyone ever witnessed something like this before? Was it a psychotic episode (she doesn't have a history of it nor family that has it)? A panic attack (unlikely, I know how that looks, this was much worse I think? She is obviously never going to do weed again but should I be worried about this having triggered some underlying mental disorder or something? I have seen people pass out because of weed, having serious panic attacks because of weed, even saw someone having a fit once, but this scared me more than anything. I find it alarming too that this happened on just 0.2g of low quality weed and about 2.5-3 hours after ingestion
I would really appreciate some feedback, thank you in advance!
BB
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