Yea I know it's ok , no rush sweetie.
There's a "straight" guy I used to get acid from wayyy back in hs. I used to mess with his head, saying things like- "oh you have the best smile" or id ruffle his hair wink at him.
Years later we lost contact or whatever. He finds me on Facebook, gets my number occasionally would drunk text me.
A few times he invited me over but he always stopped it before anything happened.
Then one day it happened.. sadly though it was kinda meh... He was pretty and a great guy. But idk the chemistry wasn't there.
I still text him once a year. Say hieee
Lol