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I'm torn as to where to stick this post and was considering the Mental Health forum, but I want the scientific answer and not personal experience on this. I have done copious research on this issue for the past week but am not satisfied with what I have read so I am hoping you guys can help me.
I am looking at getting a script for gabapentin to counteract the speedy effects of Wellbutrin XL. I started Wellbutrin three weeks ago and slowly increased my dose to 300mg as I do have a low siezure threshold and wanted to take it slow. It has been a struggle as Wellbutrin keeps me amped up and I am consistently only sleeping two or three hours a night. I do take 1.5mg of melatonin but that doesn't bring me down. I have also tried taking Indural (propranolol) 40mg before bed, and cannot increase the dose as I have my blood pressure is consistently low 90s/ high 50s low 60s. I know the propranolol will help reduce the norepinephrine piece of the Wellbutrin, but it's not reducing it enough.
As prior to Wellbutrin I was not taking any medication outside of melatonin, though I do have propranolol and trazodone on standby, and the trazodone is not an option because of seizures. I am thinking about getting a script for a sleep aid, but here is my situation. From 2000 - 2010 I was on Xanax "as needed" and became addicted. I never got high off of it or intentionally abused it but I used it daily, sometimes multiple times a day. I was also a hard alcoholic, and went to rehab in 2010 where I was cut off both cold turkey. I had extreme excitotoxicity from benzo withdrawal and it has taken me years to recover.
My research has shown that gabapentin does not kindle (want verification on this part), and it is a GABA-B where as Benzos, alcohol, and Nonbenzos are GABA-A. I would like to know if it would be safe for me to try gabapentin once a day, every other day, to alleviate the side effects of the Wellbutrin? My options are limited as antihistamines often used for sleep also have speedy effects on me, and I am a recovering addict so Phenibut and most other sleep aids are off the table. I have past experience with GHB and while I found it relaxing, it did not trigger my addict brain to want more which is why I am looking at gabapentin.
Gabapenton is also an attractive option for me as it will help with the constant energy which turns into ambiguous anxiety from the Wellbutrin, and I'm also hoping it counteracts the low siezure threshold from the Wellbutrin as I really am on the edge and don't want to start up traditional antisiezure meds again.
Getting off of Wellbutrin in the near future is not an option as I desparately need to quit smoking, and Chantix makes me suicidal and I lack the self control to just quit (very embarrassed by this). Sorry for the long post, just wanted to explain the specifics and my intentions. Any insight would be greatly appreciated! I also open to other prescriptions that may facilitate this endeavor - I am not married to gabapentin.
TLDR: Former benzo addict, quit benzos in 2010 - horrible withdrawal, would like to take gabapentin to counter speedy effects and low siezure threshold from Wellbutrin without it kindling with the benzos. Plan to use it every other day, once during the day.
I'm torn as to where to stick this post and was considering the Mental Health forum, but I want the scientific answer and not personal experience on this. I have done copious research on this issue for the past week but am not satisfied with what I have read so I am hoping you guys can help me.
I am looking at getting a script for gabapentin to counteract the speedy effects of Wellbutrin XL. I started Wellbutrin three weeks ago and slowly increased my dose to 300mg as I do have a low siezure threshold and wanted to take it slow. It has been a struggle as Wellbutrin keeps me amped up and I am consistently only sleeping two or three hours a night. I do take 1.5mg of melatonin but that doesn't bring me down. I have also tried taking Indural (propranolol) 40mg before bed, and cannot increase the dose as I have my blood pressure is consistently low 90s/ high 50s low 60s. I know the propranolol will help reduce the norepinephrine piece of the Wellbutrin, but it's not reducing it enough.
As prior to Wellbutrin I was not taking any medication outside of melatonin, though I do have propranolol and trazodone on standby, and the trazodone is not an option because of seizures. I am thinking about getting a script for a sleep aid, but here is my situation. From 2000 - 2010 I was on Xanax "as needed" and became addicted. I never got high off of it or intentionally abused it but I used it daily, sometimes multiple times a day. I was also a hard alcoholic, and went to rehab in 2010 where I was cut off both cold turkey. I had extreme excitotoxicity from benzo withdrawal and it has taken me years to recover.
My research has shown that gabapentin does not kindle (want verification on this part), and it is a GABA-B where as Benzos, alcohol, and Nonbenzos are GABA-A. I would like to know if it would be safe for me to try gabapentin once a day, every other day, to alleviate the side effects of the Wellbutrin? My options are limited as antihistamines often used for sleep also have speedy effects on me, and I am a recovering addict so Phenibut and most other sleep aids are off the table. I have past experience with GHB and while I found it relaxing, it did not trigger my addict brain to want more which is why I am looking at gabapentin.
Gabapenton is also an attractive option for me as it will help with the constant energy which turns into ambiguous anxiety from the Wellbutrin, and I'm also hoping it counteracts the low siezure threshold from the Wellbutrin as I really am on the edge and don't want to start up traditional antisiezure meds again.
Getting off of Wellbutrin in the near future is not an option as I desparately need to quit smoking, and Chantix makes me suicidal and I lack the self control to just quit (very embarrassed by this). Sorry for the long post, just wanted to explain the specifics and my intentions. Any insight would be greatly appreciated! I also open to other prescriptions that may facilitate this endeavor - I am not married to gabapentin.
TLDR: Former benzo addict, quit benzos in 2010 - horrible withdrawal, would like to take gabapentin to counter speedy effects and low siezure threshold from Wellbutrin without it kindling with the benzos. Plan to use it every other day, once during the day.