Well im gonna get strait to the point...
Im 16 YO and i suffer from depression
I never really did many drugs apart from weed and rarely xanax
Since october i had my first experience with an exstacy which now im almost 100% sure was methedrone mixed with whatever else
I then started to crave the experience so much that it went from every two weeks to every week or couple days. The total amount of times ive rolled is around 7-9 honestly i dont know for sure at this point my memory is awful right now.
I stopped using exstacy 4 days ago after an awful experience of taking 4 of these unknown exstacy pills as well as almost a whole gram of what i believe was 80-something percent pure mdma.
I had the worse comedown i could ever imagine, it felt like nothing had any value or meaning and if i were let out of the house im pretty sure i wouldve ended up jumping over a bridge or something. Im starting to feel a little better now except i keep having relatively mild visual distortions and hallucinations during the day and at night it seems to get to where when i stare at anything it seems to turn into like static. Its really difficult to explain but thats the best way i can. Apart from that my brain feels like it has holes being poked in it constantly and i cant focus or retain anything as well as muscles aching.
My question is, what damage do you think i might have done? Is it permanent?
No i havent seen a doctor yet i have to wait till wednesday for my appointment.
Im 16 YO and i suffer from depression
I never really did many drugs apart from weed and rarely xanax
Since october i had my first experience with an exstacy which now im almost 100% sure was methedrone mixed with whatever else
I then started to crave the experience so much that it went from every two weeks to every week or couple days. The total amount of times ive rolled is around 7-9 honestly i dont know for sure at this point my memory is awful right now.
I stopped using exstacy 4 days ago after an awful experience of taking 4 of these unknown exstacy pills as well as almost a whole gram of what i believe was 80-something percent pure mdma.
I had the worse comedown i could ever imagine, it felt like nothing had any value or meaning and if i were let out of the house im pretty sure i wouldve ended up jumping over a bridge or something. Im starting to feel a little better now except i keep having relatively mild visual distortions and hallucinations during the day and at night it seems to get to where when i stare at anything it seems to turn into like static. Its really difficult to explain but thats the best way i can. Apart from that my brain feels like it has holes being poked in it constantly and i cant focus or retain anything as well as muscles aching.
My question is, what damage do you think i might have done? Is it permanent?
No i havent seen a doctor yet i have to wait till wednesday for my appointment.
