Hello. Please be gentle, I'm a complete noob :D
Long before I had my children I had enjoyed collecting and drinking mushroom tea, never too much as to trip out completely, but enough to get really spiritual and mindful. Apart from some cannabis, this is as much as my drug taking extended to (tried speed once, fell asleep, and tried Salvia but it did nothing for me).
Recently I've been feeling like something is missing. I study ancient history and the further back you go, the more you realise that the ancient people were more in tune with the earth and the extended cosmos and other realms that we can ever be. Studying Vedic texts, I feel that many of the more famous ancient cultures from South America to Egypt used mind-altering drugs to cleanse the mind and reach to the "ancestors", where the Native American takes a concoction to go on Spirit Quests and so on. I have purchased a mix of Ecuadorian Ayahuasca which contains 50g of Caapi and 25g each of Chacruna and Chali. I bought this mix on the recommendation of other users that would be good for a first timer like me who wants to go it alone.
I have a lot of inner demons I am trying to cleanse, anxiety, nervousness, the feeling of worthlessness and a half-century of mental abuse from so-called friends and previous partners because I'm a bit different. I want to understand more about my spiritual consciousness but don't feel that I want to be with anyone else when I do it. I want to fight the problems myself, to heal the pain that I've compartmentalised over the years. I have no ego to speak of and feel that I can totally cope with this journey.
I am hoping someone can give me advice in what I should expect and how much of the final concoction I should take and also how much I finally reduce it. I have also found that there are people who prefer to acidise the concoction with lemons and others with vinegar. What is the best water to us and how much should I use for making up the whole 100g bag. I am aware I have to simmer the potion for at least 12 hours. Is this 12 hours total or 12 hours on the first wash?
I'm sorry about all the questions, but I want to be certain that I do everything correctly. I'm already intending to fast for 24 hours before embarking on this and also to meditate before I start.
Thank you for reading.
Long before I had my children I had enjoyed collecting and drinking mushroom tea, never too much as to trip out completely, but enough to get really spiritual and mindful. Apart from some cannabis, this is as much as my drug taking extended to (tried speed once, fell asleep, and tried Salvia but it did nothing for me).
Recently I've been feeling like something is missing. I study ancient history and the further back you go, the more you realise that the ancient people were more in tune with the earth and the extended cosmos and other realms that we can ever be. Studying Vedic texts, I feel that many of the more famous ancient cultures from South America to Egypt used mind-altering drugs to cleanse the mind and reach to the "ancestors", where the Native American takes a concoction to go on Spirit Quests and so on. I have purchased a mix of Ecuadorian Ayahuasca which contains 50g of Caapi and 25g each of Chacruna and Chali. I bought this mix on the recommendation of other users that would be good for a first timer like me who wants to go it alone.
I have a lot of inner demons I am trying to cleanse, anxiety, nervousness, the feeling of worthlessness and a half-century of mental abuse from so-called friends and previous partners because I'm a bit different. I want to understand more about my spiritual consciousness but don't feel that I want to be with anyone else when I do it. I want to fight the problems myself, to heal the pain that I've compartmentalised over the years. I have no ego to speak of and feel that I can totally cope with this journey.
I am hoping someone can give me advice in what I should expect and how much of the final concoction I should take and also how much I finally reduce it. I have also found that there are people who prefer to acidise the concoction with lemons and others with vinegar. What is the best water to us and how much should I use for making up the whole 100g bag. I am aware I have to simmer the potion for at least 12 hours. Is this 12 hours total or 12 hours on the first wash?
I'm sorry about all the questions, but I want to be certain that I do everything correctly. I'm already intending to fast for 24 hours before embarking on this and also to meditate before I start.
Thank you for reading.