First day of trying to get sober! advice needed
Hello! So hopefully I can make a long story not so long. The past year I have pretty much taken anything and everything. The last 2 months have been mostly a mix of Methadone (like 20mg a day for usually around 5 days), then I would run out and wait to feel sick and take suboxone for like 5 days (4mg-8mg a day) with sometimes vicodin which didn't do anything for me but kept me not feeling the worst. Also I get prescribed 90 tramadol a month. Well I had been sober from herion for over 6 months and last week my husband and I messed up and did it for about 4 days. Well we decided enough is enough. We have kids that are growing up right in front of our eyes and need to get our heads straight. I got ahold of 5 suboxone and since the herion I have taken 4. Yesterday being my last one. My husband never took any. Suffered thru withdrawls and is feeling better. So proud of him. Well today is my start day. I want this so bad. If it's doesn't happen I will loose my husband. I have done a lot of wrong things because of drug use in our marriage. I'm so nervous. How bad will my withdrawls be you think? When do you think my withdraws will start? I have a lot of kratom to help me thru it. Please any advice and support words will help.
Hello! So hopefully I can make a long story not so long. The past year I have pretty much taken anything and everything. The last 2 months have been mostly a mix of Methadone (like 20mg a day for usually around 5 days), then I would run out and wait to feel sick and take suboxone for like 5 days (4mg-8mg a day) with sometimes vicodin which didn't do anything for me but kept me not feeling the worst. Also I get prescribed 90 tramadol a month. Well I had been sober from herion for over 6 months and last week my husband and I messed up and did it for about 4 days. Well we decided enough is enough. We have kids that are growing up right in front of our eyes and need to get our heads straight. I got ahold of 5 suboxone and since the herion I have taken 4. Yesterday being my last one. My husband never took any. Suffered thru withdrawls and is feeling better. So proud of him. Well today is my start day. I want this so bad. If it's doesn't happen I will loose my husband. I have done a lot of wrong things because of drug use in our marriage. I'm so nervous. How bad will my withdrawls be you think? When do you think my withdraws will start? I have a lot of kratom to help me thru it. Please any advice and support words will help.
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