milfhunter20
Greenlighter
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- Jul 30, 2015
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I'm curious to hear about others' experiences on MDMA, 6-APB, etc. while in a negative headspace, withdrawing from other drugs, or generally not in a good place physically or mentally. I've found the experience of getting the pleasurable "body high" but remaining in an incredibly negative mindset really interesting.
Out of desperation, wanting to make myself feel better, I once took a ~100mg dose of MDMA while I had just started to withdraw from heroin and had also gone through a ridiculously dramatic breakup, and the result was...weird. I wanted so badly for the roll to be over I took a pretty large dose of benzos (please be careful if you ever use benzos to end a trip/roll). The disparate nature of what my body was telling me ("I feel good") vs. what my brain was telling me ("I feel bad") was ultimately way too difficult to process, too confusing for my body, etc. I've also rolled just when in a bad mood, not during withdrawal, and had a similar experience, almost like a headache for my entire body that I just wanted to be over.
Wondering about any other experiences users might have had taking empathogens/entactogens starting off with a negative set/setting.
Out of desperation, wanting to make myself feel better, I once took a ~100mg dose of MDMA while I had just started to withdraw from heroin and had also gone through a ridiculously dramatic breakup, and the result was...weird. I wanted so badly for the roll to be over I took a pretty large dose of benzos (please be careful if you ever use benzos to end a trip/roll). The disparate nature of what my body was telling me ("I feel good") vs. what my brain was telling me ("I feel bad") was ultimately way too difficult to process, too confusing for my body, etc. I've also rolled just when in a bad mood, not during withdrawal, and had a similar experience, almost like a headache for my entire body that I just wanted to be over.
Wondering about any other experiences users might have had taking empathogens/entactogens starting off with a negative set/setting.