Ok so after 3 hours from ingestion, I realized that I was only getting the minor effects of dxm. Its crazy how big of a difference food makes, as I had a large meal prior to ingestion. So good news right?
Wrong.
Unhappy with results I ate a box of CCC, adding another 450 mg to total 1170. I figured it would just add a little to my trip.
Well now I want to know exactly how dxm works on brain. I want to know evrything. I will never do this again , I promised God.
I truly believe I was exposed to a supernatural thought process. Some things I will never remember but some I can never forget.
I remember being convinced I was introduced to how God thinks and works. My brain was was processing millions of things per second, and I did not like it. I was figuring out things that as humans we cannot fathom. Although I do not recall details. I remember falling asleep and waking up, hundreds of times but the clock barely changed. I was convinced I died, as my words and thoughts seemed to be coming from a different being than my own. I quickly felt I was being Introduced to hell, eternal loneliness. My body could barely move or fabricate words, yet my mind was running a mile a minute.
I just wanted to be normal again. Throughout this process I remember never wanting to return to that state of mind or being. It was way too much.