badrobot114
Bluelighter
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I used to go out on the weekends when I was younger and drink regularly(never binged though, always one night out on the weekend) but the hangovers were getting intolerable. I would feel seriously poisoned in the morning and be dysfunctional for most of the day, so I quit drinking with any kind of regulalrity. I recently drank several times out of the month due to circumstances but have decided to give it up completely seeing as the high isn't that enjoyable(it never was, but now I have a point for comparison lol) and I can't stand the hangover at all anymore.
Alcohol to me feels physically and mentally toxic, whereas MDMA never felt harsh on my body in any respect and has always left me glowing and positive for days afterwards. It also motivated me to get my life together, and helped me realize what professional direction I want to take in life. I am now back in uni and doing better than ever, I find my thoughts are much clearer and I no longer suffer from anxieties and insecurities that used to wear me out.
So yeah, I would take a fun, sociable, energetic and overwhelmingly euphoric high with a side of existentialism over a toxic, embarrassing and vacuous mess any day.
If anything, the inability to use MDMA more often than once in a few months is good way to stay sober and focused instead of partying too much.
Alcohol to me feels physically and mentally toxic, whereas MDMA never felt harsh on my body in any respect and has always left me glowing and positive for days afterwards. It also motivated me to get my life together, and helped me realize what professional direction I want to take in life. I am now back in uni and doing better than ever, I find my thoughts are much clearer and I no longer suffer from anxieties and insecurities that used to wear me out.
So yeah, I would take a fun, sociable, energetic and overwhelmingly euphoric high with a side of existentialism over a toxic, embarrassing and vacuous mess any day.
If anything, the inability to use MDMA more often than once in a few months is good way to stay sober and focused instead of partying too much.
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