I love Xanax and I've use it theraputicaly as well as recreationaly. Friends always had it and it can be found online if you are savvy. I would often take .5 to 1.5mg to make me sleep, or just because I had a bad day. However, while mildly mentally addicted, I could go for days or a week without taking it, after years of use.
I purchased it online, a gram at a fair price. I didn't notice a big difference at first, but it was more intoxicating, ie slurred speech, even leaning, but I was not cognizant of this. I was funked up but didn't really know it. Yes this was definitely a benzo. Obviously others noticed this change in me. This was not alprazolam and I've heavily researched it, but don't know what it is. I eventually threw most of it away. I could take it at 10pm and at 4pm the next day I was still fuc*** up. I was taking 1 to 1.5mg/day and it was probably accumulating in my system on consecutive days. For withdrawing from certain substances it prob has it's uses. Withdrawal was a bitch, and I eventually picked up alcohol to alleviate the symptoms. I still drink alcohol and in my opinion this is harder to kick than the actual benzo.
I have extensive pharmacological knowledge, but have no idea what this was. Maybe someone can shed some light on what it is. Alprazolam is pleasant, but not intoxicating. This was very different, but I was so fucked up I didn't know I was funked up. It may have been phenazepam or flourazepam, but I just don't know. I'd love to hear some feedback from those who know. I fortunately had an employer who was rather understanding.
I purchased it online, a gram at a fair price. I didn't notice a big difference at first, but it was more intoxicating, ie slurred speech, even leaning, but I was not cognizant of this. I was funked up but didn't really know it. Yes this was definitely a benzo. Obviously others noticed this change in me. This was not alprazolam and I've heavily researched it, but don't know what it is. I eventually threw most of it away. I could take it at 10pm and at 4pm the next day I was still fuc*** up. I was taking 1 to 1.5mg/day and it was probably accumulating in my system on consecutive days. For withdrawing from certain substances it prob has it's uses. Withdrawal was a bitch, and I eventually picked up alcohol to alleviate the symptoms. I still drink alcohol and in my opinion this is harder to kick than the actual benzo.
I have extensive pharmacological knowledge, but have no idea what this was. Maybe someone can shed some light on what it is. Alprazolam is pleasant, but not intoxicating. This was very different, but I was so fucked up I didn't know I was funked up. It may have been phenazepam or flourazepam, but I just don't know. I'd love to hear some feedback from those who know. I fortunately had an employer who was rather understanding.
