supersmoker27
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And amazing day, and night
Background info. 21 year old male, in decent shape. Good mindset. Done a lot of reading and have a full 24 hours set aside.
2:00
We each take 3mg of DOC orally.
2:40
Some first alerts. Too soon to tell if im off baseline yet.
3:00
Off baseline for sure. mabye some visual distortion also.
3:30
Visuals are there for sure now. Threw up once, didnt really even mind throwing up.
4:00
WOW, this is something. amazing visuals. Me and my friend go smoke a cig in the back porch. But somehow I feel still mentally clear headed. Like I can hold conversation.
4:30-7:00
Ok heres where the trip really gets wild. Cant give a very good time line becase I was so high. easily a roaring +3
Jesse is deep in thought and says "they should give this to dying people" he was very serious.
I dont know how I can get any higher. Wow this drug is amazing. Me and Jesse come inside and sit down on the floor of his room. Try to have conversation but mostly just keep saying "wow this is amazing, is it really this good, and just laughing about stupid shit. It was so fun, I was so high I really felt crazy a few times ( not scary at all).
I am fully immersed in the experience by now. Full visuals and a great headspace, for so much going on in my head I still feel surprisingly in control, clear headed in a way.
Wow I do a balloon of nitrous and I really couldnt tell where the nitrous ended and where the DOC kept going. I swear its so intense that it reminds me of dmt.
Jesse takes his balloon. once he's done with it I walk over to him (he is sprawled out on the floor with a baloon in his hand.) and I say,
"They should give this to dying people..... so they can get trashed" OMG that sends me and jesse into fits of laughing. Though its not mentioned again anytime one of us said that quote it would start us into a laughing fit.
I take a bite of a pear and throw it across the room to Jesse, who bites it and throws it back. We finish the fruit in this manner and it feels very monkey like or primitive. Then jesse grabs the bananna that we are going to split and brakes it in half with out peeling. Which sends us into fits of laughing.
I really think if I get any higher I would just have to lay back and trip in my head. It amazes me how engulfing this expereince is.
Overall the vibe of this trip is amazing. has been nothing but fun.
Pyhsically there has been jaw tension and stimulation but nothing as bad as 2c's for me. GUM IS A MUST. In fact after this whole 24 hour trip my body felt significanty better then after a 8 hour 2C-I trip. Almost no body load. Throwing up has never been easier, In fact I threw up and coughed so the vomit came out my nose and burned like a bitch! I didnt evnen mind, Just turned around and looked at my friend and laughed our asses off.
8:00-10:00
Sun starts to go down. Were not peaking anymore but still totally high as a kite. We start glowsticking and jammin out.
I feel extremly in touch with my emotions, not like MDMA where its a straight empathetic and optomistic emotions. But I just feel so tuned in to every emotion. my happiness, fear, anxiety. Anxiety, I have it regualrrly and being on DOC just makes me so aware of it. I put on some clean pants and a clean shirt.
I start to feel a bit of wear on my body. I split a 1mg xanax with Jesse. Within 15 minutes I notice how my horrible anxiety has been lifted. I tell Jesse "I should never feel have to feel so stressed."
I swear that being so in tune to our emotions then taking the xanax made us power trip. I was having thoughts like "im fucking awsome. Im such a badass looking mother fucker. I cant wait to go back to school and I feel like im gonna do really well in school." I didnt wanna say anything out of fear of sounding like a ego manaic.
Then jesse says, kind of hesitantly. "Dude were some awasome motherfuckers" I jump up with excitement and say "RIGHT DUDE, Im kinda power trippin on how awasome I am". Jesse says he was also and we put some music and go outside to dance and glowstick. We are ego trippin HARD. We talk about our plans for the future and almost have a bit of amphetamine like energy.
We bring the macbook outside and start Jammin, i just feel so fresh, with such swagger and how sick i must seem to girls. anyone is lucky to be my friend. Im sure that me and jesse are just feeding eachothers egos by complementing each other.
This is a good time to mention, I have NEVER felt so in sync with someone during a trip as I did this time, I just felt like we were on the same level throught the trip.
We go for a walk to a canal and enjoy the unobstructed view of the beautiful thunderstorm thats filling up the night. Cool breeze and a tranquil vibe are keeping the night spectacular.
10:00-11:00
We are out of weed by now so we head to get some buds down the road. When we arrive at the house and there is a party going on. I feel like all the girls at the party are lookin at me. We buy some weed and leave the party, start walking back to jesses house. It was no more then a block or two each way but I was a bit tired at the end, we had also just been glowstickin. We get home and smoke some weed.
We were having a conversation when "POP POP POP". My first reaction was "what the hell?" fire crackers. then a few more POP's. What the hell, now my instinct kicks in and I hit the floor. Im filled with adrenaline. a few seconds pass and I finally put it together. ahh gun shots.
Guess someone was just fucked up and wanted to shoot into the canal or something.
Me and jesse ran over to where the gunshots were to look for loot, nothing.
Jesse invites over a mutual friend. We are trippin still but its nice to have contact with the outside world
11:00-2:00
Still trippin, id say at a +2. Our friend comes over and its the first time I have seen her in a while, same for Jesse. Its great to see her, I feel a bit akward at first, idk why. But we all end up having great conversations. Its still a bit hard for me to hold conversation but I manage. Amy takes off at about two, leaving me and Jesse to put fantasia.
What a beautiful masterpiece. The music and drawings of fantasia are going together so well, it really give a dark vibe during some of the more scary parts. its so engulfing I had to walk away when it got to a intense or dramatic part.
But the less intense parts have us cracking up. Theres one scene where this couple gets brought toghether, fall in love, then they go to their home, and die in eachothers arms. all in like four seconds. It was amazing to me, so deep that I had to walk away and compose my self while I though of how beautiful what I just saw was.
4:00
Things are clearing up, no more visuals filling my feild of view. We walk to the canal and toss rocks in. each rock makes a "plop" sound and leaves a bubble behind. This is so amusing, we spend what must have been 30 mins throwing in rocks in varoious sizes and amounts, each making a unique plop sound and leaving behind bubbles that looked beautiful in the moonlight.
6:00-12:00
not much to say, far from baseline but the visuals are not really there, just visual distortion. intensity is slowly dropping
Starting to feel fatiuged from the long duration but not too bad. our friend comes back and she drives us to go get some heroin. Its such a peacefull and chill car ride. We get home, fix up and we all talk and Just bullshit for hourse, drawing on eachother, dancing, playing the "would you rather game".
I also have a conversation with my friend about a close friend that I lost. I was so in touch with my emotions, I felt like I still am carrying some of the pain of losing a close friend. My friend asks me questions about her that are almost hard to talk about but need to be answered. I felt like I was face to face with the pain that I had been feeling and it felt good standing up to it. I was very vunerable at this point and am very glad of the amazing friends that I have around me. And so grateful to my friend for asking those questions and comforting me.
1:00-5:00
Im still off baseline so I get picked up at around 2 and go home. Send some emails and fall asleep
Conslusion.
What a great trip, Ive never felt so in tune with my emotions. The peak was mindblowing. Easily one of my top 3 psychedellics. Not too bad on the body either considering what this trip gives you. Pretty clear headed in a way thats hard to describe.
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. Im heart broken, but life goes on. 
