Okay, so it's 6am and I'm up and going. I feel completely normal, no withdrawal feelings, no headache. It's all good. I didn't have any weird dreams last night. Thing is, I don't know that the amount of gabapentin I took yesterday (2400 mg) affected me much at all. Maybe slowed me down and allowed me to focus more but that's a stretch. I ended up drinking about 12fl oz of vodka between 5-9pm. I took 25mg of sertraline around 10 and passed out at about 10:30. Woke up once around 12am, took a leak and then passed right out again. Personally, I don't see what the big deal is in trying to get high with it. Here's what I do know it does for me:
1. I am prescribed to take 300mg three times a day. The pills come in 100mg capsules.
2. I'm a 56yr old, 6'2" 250lb male. Not a small dude, not out of shape. Just getting old.
3. I don't always take my dosage. Sometimes I forget. Sometimes I just don't want to take it. And sometimes I reduce the amount because I want to. I told my primary care Dr about this around a year ago. She said it's all good, just don't drop it all at once for multiple days. And if I want to taper it all down to zero, to contact her and she would prescribe it the right way for me to follow in order to do that.
4. Gabapentin helps me in a few ways for sure. It reduces my anxiety, stress, and eventual depression and anger. It normalizes me. I think it is a great drug for that.
That's it folks. Remember, this is my experience...not yours. The person who texted me about drinking and using drugs at the same time is right. You shouldn't do it, it can have very adverse results. Those of you who use it for opiate withdrawal: I bet it will help you, but don't overuse it. Why give up one drug just to become addicted to a similar one that doesn't even work as well? Those of you who use it for anxiety/depression: Use it as prescribed for at least two weeks. If it still isn't working, see your primary again and they will change the dosage for you. Sometimes it takes this drug 10-14 days to balance out. For me it made me feel very lethargic the first few times I took it. Then I felt no change at all. I went to my primary, she changed it for me and I take it the way I stated earlier.
One last thing. Every day I run across an article, news report, etc. about fentanyl. If you haven't ever used it before, please don't. I've never heard one positive thing about it. If you have any your hooked, please get some help. And if you slip/relapse, jump right back into receiving the help as soon as you can, don't give up.
Love the site, glad I came across it. Using drugs/alcohol on occasion is human nature. It is not just drug addicts/alcoholics that do it. That is ridiculous thinking. We all need a break from reality on occasion. It's like hitting the reset button for me. I almost always feel better/refreshed when I do it once or twice a month. Being able to read actual experiences that others have had is a huge help in knowing how to best go about it. Plus, it's just interesting sometimes. Stay safe everyone and best to all.