Swim is prepping to do some dmt, but is cautious about the intensity of the out of body experience (the soul leaving the body temporarily can be a scary thought) and wonders if swims escapades with dxm are fair conditioning for a dmt trip. Swim has experience with lsd and mushrooms, but it is only with dxm has swim had out of body experiences. This includes the first time swim did dxm where swim entered a reality where swim was an Evangelion unit battling an angel in Tokyo 3 before becoming a pokemon in the process of evolving.
Dxm for swim only was this intense again in doses around 450-600mg when swim learned to meditate and channel its third eye while on it. Indeed, treating dxm with holy reverence and respect resulted in incredibly vivid out of body experiences. Through swims forehead, swim entered what resembled the cosmos, as if floating through a beautiful galaxy. Then swim teleported to a floating island in a gorgeous sunlit sky resembling depictions of sublime heaven like in Code Geass or Castle in the Sky. Swim was wrapped in white cloth, floating through the roman column exterior of a structure to an interior where swim was basked in bright light. In this building swim felt the presence of some higher entity, and in future experiences encountered it again.
With enough practice, swim was able to create its own reality while on dxm, though at immense cost. As swim created more and more of a reality (a beautiful landscape of fields with a church on a mountain), the more difficult it became to maintain before collapsing altogether and bringing swim back to our reality. These visions as swim is only mortal and physical were extremely difficult to manifest and keep stable, to the extent that swim no longer tries out of fear of brain damage.
Swim wonders how the dmt experience compares when it becomes out of body. These dxm experiences were joyous and never fearful, but swim has also tried salvia and had an out of body experience that was absolutely hellish; it was like dxm offered sublime wonder whereas salvia offered sublime terror.
From swims experiences, should swim be confident that dmt will be positive like dxm? Are they even comparable?
Dxm for swim only was this intense again in doses around 450-600mg when swim learned to meditate and channel its third eye while on it. Indeed, treating dxm with holy reverence and respect resulted in incredibly vivid out of body experiences. Through swims forehead, swim entered what resembled the cosmos, as if floating through a beautiful galaxy. Then swim teleported to a floating island in a gorgeous sunlit sky resembling depictions of sublime heaven like in Code Geass or Castle in the Sky. Swim was wrapped in white cloth, floating through the roman column exterior of a structure to an interior where swim was basked in bright light. In this building swim felt the presence of some higher entity, and in future experiences encountered it again.
With enough practice, swim was able to create its own reality while on dxm, though at immense cost. As swim created more and more of a reality (a beautiful landscape of fields with a church on a mountain), the more difficult it became to maintain before collapsing altogether and bringing swim back to our reality. These visions as swim is only mortal and physical were extremely difficult to manifest and keep stable, to the extent that swim no longer tries out of fear of brain damage.
Swim wonders how the dmt experience compares when it becomes out of body. These dxm experiences were joyous and never fearful, but swim has also tried salvia and had an out of body experience that was absolutely hellish; it was like dxm offered sublime wonder whereas salvia offered sublime terror.
From swims experiences, should swim be confident that dmt will be positive like dxm? Are they even comparable?
