TexUSA
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jul 26, 2018
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- 62
Brand newbie here with a burning question. Have read a lot trying to familiarize myself with lingo & where to post. Hope this is the right forum for my inquiry. If not, I'm sure I'll hear about it. My NMI summarizes my past.
I currently suffer from severe degenerative disc disease. Have had numerous ESI's, facet injections, rhizotomies, trigger point injections w/no significant improvement. Have thoracic spondylosis, cervical stenosis & annular tears in lumbar spine which requires 360? surgery that I'm not a candidate for mainly because I live alone & couldn't handle the intense recovery/restrictions on my own. Also for the severe stenosis in the cervical spine I have had (1) ACDF cervical fusion [2 levels] to regain use of left arm and was left with a titanium plate +6 screws as a souvenir. And (2) 2nd cervical fusion [1 level below 1st one a couple years later] as spinal cord was still being crushed. This 2nd surgery failed & bones did not fuse properly leaving me with stabbing pain that mainly radiates into my left shoulder blade (scapula) area that rates a 9-10 pain level which is constant & li'l bit of relief by the way of 8mg Dilaudid orally. Prior to the CDC crackdown on opiates I was getting 300/month = 10/day = 1-2 every 3-4 hours orally as needed. After the CDC crackdown I was eventually tapered down to only 90/month = 3/day orally which is practically useless! Even chewing them!
The doctor I've been seeing for several years since being officially disabled has been a "pain/psychiatrist". He was able to prescribe pain meds & anti-anxiety & sleep meds too. He has recently altered his business path into a new direction & all his patients are being forced to start seeing a new PM doctor & hoping my PCP can handle the psych-drugs w/o having to start seeing a new psychiatrist as well. My quest has now become to find the best pain management with what I'm given.
With all that being said: I've considered trying to IV the 8mg Dilaudid caps that I legally get. I've never once used a needle even though my past included a strong presence on the Southern California street drugs of the mid 1980's. I've read a lot of threads in which most of them were outdated & untrustworthy so I'm trying to be responsible & focus on HR before I do anything along those lines. My past in recovery makes me feel like an idiot for even thinking of doing this but I just can't continue living w/this chronic pain on the li'l bit of Dilaudid that I'm given. I recall the many times I was hospitalized & was given 2mg Dilaudid (IV) every 4 hours. The rush of relief of my pain was absolutely incredible! This is what I'm after.
This what a newbie like me has...
* 8mg Dilaudid caps 3/day
* 3ea. 28ga 1/2" 1ml BD allergy syringes leftover from the allergy shots I used to give myself a while back (unsure if can use)
* alcohol prep pads
* cotton balls (no micron yet)
* a big spoon & lighter
* tap water filtered with/a Brita filter (unsure of the kinds of sterile water & access to it)
I've read on here to crush caps on a piece of notebook paper. How much to crush IDK. Put in spoon w/appropriate amount of water (?). Cutting cotton balls into strips that you can double-over into the barrel of syringe to filter out the wrong stuff. Some say heat but most say no-heat, IDK. If I decide to do this, I wanna do it right to avoid any mishaps. I'm worried about only having 3 syringes on hand for now & not wanting 2 reuse needles.
Any good help is greatly appreciated.
Peace ✌
I currently suffer from severe degenerative disc disease. Have had numerous ESI's, facet injections, rhizotomies, trigger point injections w/no significant improvement. Have thoracic spondylosis, cervical stenosis & annular tears in lumbar spine which requires 360? surgery that I'm not a candidate for mainly because I live alone & couldn't handle the intense recovery/restrictions on my own. Also for the severe stenosis in the cervical spine I have had (1) ACDF cervical fusion [2 levels] to regain use of left arm and was left with a titanium plate +6 screws as a souvenir. And (2) 2nd cervical fusion [1 level below 1st one a couple years later] as spinal cord was still being crushed. This 2nd surgery failed & bones did not fuse properly leaving me with stabbing pain that mainly radiates into my left shoulder blade (scapula) area that rates a 9-10 pain level which is constant & li'l bit of relief by the way of 8mg Dilaudid orally. Prior to the CDC crackdown on opiates I was getting 300/month = 10/day = 1-2 every 3-4 hours orally as needed. After the CDC crackdown I was eventually tapered down to only 90/month = 3/day orally which is practically useless! Even chewing them!
The doctor I've been seeing for several years since being officially disabled has been a "pain/psychiatrist". He was able to prescribe pain meds & anti-anxiety & sleep meds too. He has recently altered his business path into a new direction & all his patients are being forced to start seeing a new PM doctor & hoping my PCP can handle the psych-drugs w/o having to start seeing a new psychiatrist as well. My quest has now become to find the best pain management with what I'm given.
With all that being said: I've considered trying to IV the 8mg Dilaudid caps that I legally get. I've never once used a needle even though my past included a strong presence on the Southern California street drugs of the mid 1980's. I've read a lot of threads in which most of them were outdated & untrustworthy so I'm trying to be responsible & focus on HR before I do anything along those lines. My past in recovery makes me feel like an idiot for even thinking of doing this but I just can't continue living w/this chronic pain on the li'l bit of Dilaudid that I'm given. I recall the many times I was hospitalized & was given 2mg Dilaudid (IV) every 4 hours. The rush of relief of my pain was absolutely incredible! This is what I'm after.
This what a newbie like me has...
* 8mg Dilaudid caps 3/day
* 3ea. 28ga 1/2" 1ml BD allergy syringes leftover from the allergy shots I used to give myself a while back (unsure if can use)
* alcohol prep pads
* cotton balls (no micron yet)
* a big spoon & lighter
* tap water filtered with/a Brita filter (unsure of the kinds of sterile water & access to it)
I've read on here to crush caps on a piece of notebook paper. How much to crush IDK. Put in spoon w/appropriate amount of water (?). Cutting cotton balls into strips that you can double-over into the barrel of syringe to filter out the wrong stuff. Some say heat but most say no-heat, IDK. If I decide to do this, I wanna do it right to avoid any mishaps. I'm worried about only having 3 syringes on hand for now & not wanting 2 reuse needles.
Any good help is greatly appreciated.
Peace ✌