Firstly, I have my experience to share. Secondly, I have some questions.
It was a few weeks ago and it was my first time with MDMA.
I went to a 3-day rave festival with some new friends. It turned out they had some E pills. Until that time I had no experience with drugs (except for marijuana a few times) and I was actually quite opposed to any sort of chemical drugs. Some of these friends are med students and we had a conversation where they explained to me exactly what MDMA does to your brain, what are the pros/cons and how to do it responsibly. Although sceptical, I trusted them and agreed to try it out.
We had small white pills without any logo I think.
Night 1:
Popped a pill around midnight. Half an hour later, no change. At this time my friends were already rolling hard. Another 15 minutes. No change. I had huge expectations about this... One hour passed. Still nothing. Started getting pretty nervous: "When the fuck will it hit me? Maybe I'm immune to this shit?". While watching my friends being the happiest people on planet, dancing their asses off, constantly hugging me and telling me how awesome I am, I felt kind of uncomfortable.
But after another 20 minutes, it finally got me. I realized it the second when the powerful kickdrums and basslines started after the intro melody of the song it was currently playing (This song, at 2:04. I will never forget this.).
It felt like rush of thousand rainbows and countless holy water waterfalls embracing me while I travel through milky way. Dancing wild as a mad man and smooth as a ballerina. The pain caused by my back injury didn't exist anymore. I felt as light as a feather. Focused like a monk. Never in my wildest dreams I did I think it was possible to be in such state. My friends were very happy that it started working for me. Then I felt an extreme desire to mingle, chat and meet people. I was hovering all over the place, dancing and talking to everyone. Some didn't really want to chat, but with some other people I had such immense conversations I felt like a king of all debate clubs. This was incredible for me especially because I'm an introvert and often too shy to start a conversation. I kept telling my friends how unbelievably amazing this stuff is. We partied till 6 AM, went back to our hotel room and slept like a baby. I woke up and spent the next day without any kind of hungover! Amazing!
Night 2:
Popped another pill. Everything was basically the same as the night before. Partied all night, slept like a champ, no comedown, no hangover.
Night 3:
Third and the last night of the festival. Of course I had another pill, around midnight. Reached the same amount of euphoria as the nights before. Everything was pure bliss. It was around 5AM and we went to the after party. We all took another pill. After some time my friends got tired and went home, but not me...I was still the ultimate techno viking smashing the dance floor like there's no tomorrow. I went home when I couldn't move my feet anymore, that was around 11 AM. After I woke up, I still didn't feel any side effects. No hangover, no nothing. Incredible.
The first few days after this 3-day party I had very mixed feelings. Very happy because of nice flashbacks and sad at the same time because it was all over and I realized I will never enjoy a party so much without this drug. I think I was still under the influence because I was very nice to everybody and my confidence was boosted. There wasn't any depression or really bad mood.
My friends who are more experienced said this wasn't really a potent pill. We didn't had any supplements, just lots of beer.
And now for the questions:
1. Everyone is talking about jaw clenching side effect. I was expecting it, but it didn't happen at all. How come?
2. I read a lot about strong comedowns and very bad mood the days after. I also didn't experience any of that. Did it not happen to me because it was my first time?
3. Is it very wrong to do MDMA multiple days in a row like I did it? I plan to do it again (at a weekend festival), but that's more than 5 months away. I read about some really nasty, terrible comedowns from users who took the drug multiple days in row... but my life pretty much got moving forward without any hiccups.
It was a few weeks ago and it was my first time with MDMA.
I went to a 3-day rave festival with some new friends. It turned out they had some E pills. Until that time I had no experience with drugs (except for marijuana a few times) and I was actually quite opposed to any sort of chemical drugs. Some of these friends are med students and we had a conversation where they explained to me exactly what MDMA does to your brain, what are the pros/cons and how to do it responsibly. Although sceptical, I trusted them and agreed to try it out.
We had small white pills without any logo I think.
Night 1:
Popped a pill around midnight. Half an hour later, no change. At this time my friends were already rolling hard. Another 15 minutes. No change. I had huge expectations about this... One hour passed. Still nothing. Started getting pretty nervous: "When the fuck will it hit me? Maybe I'm immune to this shit?". While watching my friends being the happiest people on planet, dancing their asses off, constantly hugging me and telling me how awesome I am, I felt kind of uncomfortable.
But after another 20 minutes, it finally got me. I realized it the second when the powerful kickdrums and basslines started after the intro melody of the song it was currently playing (This song, at 2:04. I will never forget this.).
It felt like rush of thousand rainbows and countless holy water waterfalls embracing me while I travel through milky way. Dancing wild as a mad man and smooth as a ballerina. The pain caused by my back injury didn't exist anymore. I felt as light as a feather. Focused like a monk. Never in my wildest dreams I did I think it was possible to be in such state. My friends were very happy that it started working for me. Then I felt an extreme desire to mingle, chat and meet people. I was hovering all over the place, dancing and talking to everyone. Some didn't really want to chat, but with some other people I had such immense conversations I felt like a king of all debate clubs. This was incredible for me especially because I'm an introvert and often too shy to start a conversation. I kept telling my friends how unbelievably amazing this stuff is. We partied till 6 AM, went back to our hotel room and slept like a baby. I woke up and spent the next day without any kind of hungover! Amazing!
Night 2:
Popped another pill. Everything was basically the same as the night before. Partied all night, slept like a champ, no comedown, no hangover.
Night 3:
Third and the last night of the festival. Of course I had another pill, around midnight. Reached the same amount of euphoria as the nights before. Everything was pure bliss. It was around 5AM and we went to the after party. We all took another pill. After some time my friends got tired and went home, but not me...I was still the ultimate techno viking smashing the dance floor like there's no tomorrow. I went home when I couldn't move my feet anymore, that was around 11 AM. After I woke up, I still didn't feel any side effects. No hangover, no nothing. Incredible.
The first few days after this 3-day party I had very mixed feelings. Very happy because of nice flashbacks and sad at the same time because it was all over and I realized I will never enjoy a party so much without this drug. I think I was still under the influence because I was very nice to everybody and my confidence was boosted. There wasn't any depression or really bad mood.
My friends who are more experienced said this wasn't really a potent pill. We didn't had any supplements, just lots of beer.
And now for the questions:
1. Everyone is talking about jaw clenching side effect. I was expecting it, but it didn't happen at all. How come?
2. I read a lot about strong comedowns and very bad mood the days after. I also didn't experience any of that. Did it not happen to me because it was my first time?
3. Is it very wrong to do MDMA multiple days in a row like I did it? I plan to do it again (at a weekend festival), but that's more than 5 months away. I read about some really nasty, terrible comedowns from users who took the drug multiple days in row... but my life pretty much got moving forward without any hiccups.