Idk if I'm 'doing this right,' so I apologize if I'm off course here, but I really want to know what on earth is in these drugs. I shoot dope/fent, on the East coast, so powder. There *is* xylazine in there, so it's not that. But, for months now, the one connect I have, his stuff went from meh to just wtf. It now doesn't mix right with water. Almost like it's oily. Like there's a thick brown powder muck always left coating the cooker. You can do the same shot 10 times bc there's always more brown muck in the cotton. It does not dissolve. I read that Xylazine is alcohol soluble, not water soluble, but I don't think that's it. Bc: it has fent in it (tested it) and yet when I shoot, I never get a rush. And it takes time for the stuff to kick in. It's not a defined five second period until it kicks in like it's always been.
I am....so sad over this.... And also, the crack, it's been making me so dysphoric it's insane. Like, hallucinating visually, scared absolutely shitless, heart at 130 bpm, unable to move off my bed to even go pee in the bathroom. It's the most intense dysphoria I've ever had at times, so mostly stopped using it. Has made me feel very sick a couple times, like gonna vomit, covered in sweat. The resin isn't gooey, it's more powdery. It tastes more chemical and less good than crack used to. I used to love smoking it.
What on earth is in this stuff? I'm so broken hearted, and have been trying very hard to quit lately, bc I went from being very happy using drugs, loving it, to not loving it at all. Like, just fucked..... I miss drugs while I'm using these drugs. What the hell....
I love science and know a lot, been using for 10 years, and never came across this stuff. But Idk what's at work here. Please help. Anyone else had this experience?
I am....so sad over this.... And also, the crack, it's been making me so dysphoric it's insane. Like, hallucinating visually, scared absolutely shitless, heart at 130 bpm, unable to move off my bed to even go pee in the bathroom. It's the most intense dysphoria I've ever had at times, so mostly stopped using it. Has made me feel very sick a couple times, like gonna vomit, covered in sweat. The resin isn't gooey, it's more powdery. It tastes more chemical and less good than crack used to. I used to love smoking it.
What on earth is in this stuff? I'm so broken hearted, and have been trying very hard to quit lately, bc I went from being very happy using drugs, loving it, to not loving it at all. Like, just fucked..... I miss drugs while I'm using these drugs. What the hell....
I love science and know a lot, been using for 10 years, and never came across this stuff. But Idk what's at work here. Please help. Anyone else had this experience?