Stimulants Crack/cocaine, can't get high

[S.Michelle.C]

Any answers would be greatly appreciated.

I've used heroin for almost 3 years now, and for 2 years before that oxycodone. I used crack ONCE BEFORE IN MY LIFE as my boyfriend did it sometimes. I used it once after he did a hit and got real fucked up. (This was 4 years ago, and my first time. Ever. Before this, never done it, smoked it, shot it, or coke either. My heart rate shot up, didn't like it, didn't touch it since).

Flash forward to now, been sober a year. No alcohol, pot, drugs of any kind. Bf let me take a big hit of crack. I felt nothing except a little queasy. 15 min later he gave me a piece 2x the size. He watched, made sure i did it right, held it in for 25 sec, again nothing. Tried it 4 more times, nothing. Tried shooting straight up coke next, felt nothing. Day after had 20 of crack left and bit of coke. Dissolved separately, mixed em up, shot both, got the biggest rush ever. Amazing. Lasted 3 mins, gone. Next day dissolved a 40 of crack alone, sooo high. Now I can't get high off It no matter what I do. Does my body not process it like normal people? I don't get it, neither does my. Bf, he's been around it a lot. Wtf, right? It's not tolerance ( gotten high 2 maybe 3 times), it's not bad shit, my bf was getting fucked up on less than 1/3 what I was doing and I felt nothing. What's going on?

 

[ThatSpaceyKid]

Very simply we leave off where we left off. I was surprised myself. As I relapsed last Saturday... After 8 months of being clean. I relapsed on almost 5-6 grams of meth within 5 days. I shot up a good amount of those days. I was surprised because each shot got bigger. I did maybe 10-15 shots in 5 days. I handled it pretty good... Was kinda disappointed because the more I did k expected an even better rush but it has evened out.... Our tolerance doesnt go completely away it just decreases more with stimulants I'd say. Heroin is different.

 

[PriestTheyCalledHim]

Very simply we leave off where we left off. I was surprised myself. As I relapsed last Saturday... After 8 months of being clean. I relapsed on almost 5-6 grams of meth within 5 days. I shot up a good amount of those days. I was surprised because each shot got bigger. I did maybe 10-15 shots in 5 days. I handled it pretty good... Was kinda disappointed because the more I did k expected an even better rush but it has evened out.... Our tolerance doesnt go completely away it just decreases more with stimulants I'd say. Heroin is different.

Sorry to hear about your relapse. Can you go to a rehab, stop using drugs, and go to N.A. meetings?