I'm clueless where to post this, sorry.
This is far from my first rodeo but I did a lot over the past 4-5 days (300mg) and I've been having crazy experiences like never before. Just looking for any tips or ways to feel better! That was the last of my stash, i'm going to try to give total sobriety (minus occasional marijuana) a go with sobriety again for awhile.
Adderall is my favorite binge and I got caught up with having too much around at once and fell for the temptation. I feel like extra shit this time, more than ever before. I'm 27, have been drinking/smoking weed socially since 15ish and got into harder stuff (cocaine is what ruined my life) the past couple years but I went to rehab and now am pretty calm, unfortunately i know where to get them and it really makes me feel motivated and hopeful (diagnosed dysthymia)
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Adderall has always been the hardest for me to stay away from!
Being a familiar user of the drug I know to always make sure to force myself to eat (this time hardboiled eggs, hot-n-sour soup, bites of chipotle, etc., bread, caramel candies, i'm a small female don't get hungry much. I am always cold lately cold but labs, iron, bloodwork, and thyroid most recently came out normal. I've been browsing the old posts a bit and have taken a couple B vitamins yesterday, I've been trying so hard to sleep but these past five days my mind has only let me sleep for maybe 5-6 hours? Also worst time I've ever had with trying to sleep and i've gone on a lot of really dumb binges when I was younger.
Last night I laid in my bed lights out eyes closed for 8 hours, tried a swig of cough syryp, haven't had any alcohol the past 2 weeks, I had a weed brownie a couple hours ago and took a sort of nap? I don't feel like my mind ever really fell asleep. I've been staying away from screens up until typing this
Also, earlier I was feeling really weird neuropathy/pins and needles in my fingers and toes, I've been having a semi high respiration (36) earlier but meditated a bit and it lowered to normal. Amphetamines will do that but I almost felt like I was about to go into a panic attack which is a unique thing I've only happen once.
BTW Past few months i've been dosing more and more with these same edibles as its gotten cold and I'd like to give my lungs a break.
I was really tripping earlier, like an old shroom trip was about to begin, and i havent taken anything since 100mg addy yesterday spread througout and that brownie.
My BF and i did lsd for the first time a couple weeks ago, do you think that has to do with the visual disturbances? just floaties in the eyes, sometimes thinking I see something moving like spiderwebs in sunlight, I'm also extremely tired. I think I start squinting with one eye a lot on adderall i try to stop it. Anyways I'm not really hungry, don't really want to take anything med wize since this headache is a good reminder of why i'm taking a little break. but any other advice? THanks edited because i didn't read like a dummy.
This is far from my first rodeo but I did a lot over the past 4-5 days (300mg) and I've been having crazy experiences like never before. Just looking for any tips or ways to feel better! That was the last of my stash, i'm going to try to give total sobriety (minus occasional marijuana) a go with sobriety again for awhile.
Adderall is my favorite binge and I got caught up with having too much around at once and fell for the temptation. I feel like extra shit this time, more than ever before. I'm 27, have been drinking/smoking weed socially since 15ish and got into harder stuff (cocaine is what ruined my life) the past couple years but I went to rehab and now am pretty calm, unfortunately i know where to get them and it really makes me feel motivated and hopeful (diagnosed dysthymia)
.Adderall has always been the hardest for me to stay away from!
Being a familiar user of the drug I know to always make sure to force myself to eat (this time hardboiled eggs, hot-n-sour soup, bites of chipotle, etc., bread, caramel candies, i'm a small female don't get hungry much. I am always cold lately cold but labs, iron, bloodwork, and thyroid most recently came out normal. I've been browsing the old posts a bit and have taken a couple B vitamins yesterday, I've been trying so hard to sleep but these past five days my mind has only let me sleep for maybe 5-6 hours? Also worst time I've ever had with trying to sleep and i've gone on a lot of really dumb binges when I was younger.
Last night I laid in my bed lights out eyes closed for 8 hours, tried a swig of cough syryp, haven't had any alcohol the past 2 weeks, I had a weed brownie a couple hours ago and took a sort of nap? I don't feel like my mind ever really fell asleep. I've been staying away from screens up until typing this
Also, earlier I was feeling really weird neuropathy/pins and needles in my fingers and toes, I've been having a semi high respiration (36) earlier but meditated a bit and it lowered to normal. Amphetamines will do that but I almost felt like I was about to go into a panic attack which is a unique thing I've only happen once.
BTW Past few months i've been dosing more and more with these same edibles as its gotten cold and I'd like to give my lungs a break.
I was really tripping earlier, like an old shroom trip was about to begin, and i havent taken anything since 100mg addy yesterday spread througout and that brownie.
My BF and i did lsd for the first time a couple weeks ago, do you think that has to do with the visual disturbances? just floaties in the eyes, sometimes thinking I see something moving like spiderwebs in sunlight, I'm also extremely tired. I think I start squinting with one eye a lot on adderall i try to stop it. Anyways I'm not really hungry, don't really want to take anything med wize since this headache is a good reminder of why i'm taking a little break. but any other advice? THanks
edited because i didn't read like a dummy.