SkaleySteve
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Feb 12, 2020
- Messages
- 2
Hi, new here..
I have been taking codeine daily for two years, prescribed by doctors to help with a lifelong muscoskeletal issue, as well as a long term chronic urinary tract infection. Without them, I was in agony. Addiction is no stranger to me, having been to rehab previous to the prescriptions starting for ketamine - with a good stint of clean time afterwards
As with any story of opiod use, I kept to the doctors order, but within the past few months, to reach even ANY kind of pain relief/codeine effect, I'm having to take one daily dose of 240mg (supposed to be spread out in 4 parts through the day) in one go.. And the effects are minimal, thus I'm doing this 2-4 times a day, and my script runs out early resorting to seeking online supplement of codeine. I am fully away this is not sustainable, harmful, dangerous, and causing my body to become even more dependant due to higher regular doses.
I have tried withdrawing three times, and left with horrible symptoms akin to those on Oxy withdrawal. It is HELL - agitation, ratty, diarrhea, aggression, thinking delusionally, blaming others for everything(see through a paranoid set of goggles), no inspiration, motivation, enthusiasm, irritatability and broken sleep (already bad due to bladder awaking me ever two hours), waking up in soaking sheets regularly throughout the night, depressed, sometimes suicidal (albeit I wouldn't never do this).
I need opinions. I don't want to hook on to another medication but I know there are meds that can help with the withdrawals of this. My doctor has just said to go cold turkey to which I said I've tried, failed, and feel like death.
What can I do? What do I tell my doctor to really believe the hell I'm going through and help me through this.
The pain is one thing but I'm causing a different problem which is out of control.
Thanks for all your help x
I have been taking codeine daily for two years, prescribed by doctors to help with a lifelong muscoskeletal issue, as well as a long term chronic urinary tract infection. Without them, I was in agony. Addiction is no stranger to me, having been to rehab previous to the prescriptions starting for ketamine - with a good stint of clean time afterwards
As with any story of opiod use, I kept to the doctors order, but within the past few months, to reach even ANY kind of pain relief/codeine effect, I'm having to take one daily dose of 240mg (supposed to be spread out in 4 parts through the day) in one go.. And the effects are minimal, thus I'm doing this 2-4 times a day, and my script runs out early resorting to seeking online supplement of codeine. I am fully away this is not sustainable, harmful, dangerous, and causing my body to become even more dependant due to higher regular doses.
I have tried withdrawing three times, and left with horrible symptoms akin to those on Oxy withdrawal. It is HELL - agitation, ratty, diarrhea, aggression, thinking delusionally, blaming others for everything(see through a paranoid set of goggles), no inspiration, motivation, enthusiasm, irritatability and broken sleep (already bad due to bladder awaking me ever two hours), waking up in soaking sheets regularly throughout the night, depressed, sometimes suicidal (albeit I wouldn't never do this).
I need opinions. I don't want to hook on to another medication but I know there are meds that can help with the withdrawals of this. My doctor has just said to go cold turkey to which I said I've tried, failed, and feel like death.
What can I do? What do I tell my doctor to really believe the hell I'm going through and help me through this.
The pain is one thing but I'm causing a different problem which is out of control.
Thanks for all your help x