Foleyskids
Greenlighter
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- Sep 19, 2017
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Before I start, If you have something negative to say, you've come to the wrong place. I'm not interested in any negative comments as I am fully aware of the cost of my actions.
So I've been having too much of a good time on the old snow, combined with xanax, alcohol and mixie cones (weed/bacci) for about 2 weeks straight. No coke in excess but just consistent, maybe 1 night off a week. No physical signs of damage so I kept at it. Just a loss in energy which was easy enough for me to to boost.
I know the toxicity of alc/xan so I kept the dose low. 1/4 xan to start and say a beer an hour and a total of 100-200mg a night, totalling a max of 5-6 beers a sesh. Mixie cone I will smash once the caine has hit, maybe 2-5 cones max a night and more bacci than weed for the headspins. Then maybe another 1/4 xan before bed I try not to go to overboard but I think the consistency is where I went wrong.
Monday night (4 nights ago) I had a pain in my chest area while buffing the banana. So I stopped as it kept coming back everytime I tried to have another go. The stuff I had was real clean, other mates have had the same and no problems. Very euphoric, no kick to it. It just took a very long time to drip.
Big drip came through, and my heart started to race at an incredible rate at which I'd never come accross before. I started to panic. I suffer from anxiety in general so this didn't help the situation. For about 5 minutes I was sweating bullets and my heart was pounding out of my chest I could feel it throbbing in my head almost. I was just walking around aimlessly, feeling lightheaded trying the best I could to calm myself down. I ended up splashing my face with cold water, putting ice all over my face, and ate a banana and basically the banana is what saved me and calmed me down after about 5mins. I then had a warm shower to remove as much of the caine from my nose, every time I got the drip my heart would race and I would start to panic. The warm shower obviously raised my heart rate combined with the caine still soaking in my nose membranes which was causing me to panic. I managed to tell myself I was ok and for about 2-3hrs I just layed in bed with a banana and ice by my side blowing my nose and removing as much caine as I possibly could before I could get to sleep. I felt I had to sit up at times if I sat for too long or I felt lightheaded/dizzy, and only felt comfortable sleeping on my left side, for some reason a SMALL amount of pressure on my heart made me feel more content and less anxious.
Day 2
I did a complete detox and took it very easy. I slept a lot, had little energy and did nothing strenuous, and because my stomach was upset I didn't eat anything just liquid diet as my stomach was rumbling fairly often, I just wanted to flush my system completely. It was almost like my stomach/heart were communicating with each other during this period. I drank plenty of water, chicken soup, milk thistle to flush my liver, multivitamins, garlic, vitamin c, omega 3's, fish oil, gastrolyte, hemp protein, lemon honey and ginger tea to help the anxiety and alleviate the nausea. I was extremely anxious throughout this period. With everything goin on, on top of it going cold turkey on weed (daily smoker for years), alcohol (4-5 drinks a night of low carb beer for a few weeks) and food all together (believe it or not we are HIGHLY addicted to food..) I went through phases of feeling fine and then feeling completely off. Lightheaded and a mild pain in my heart, and was clearly having heart palpitations occasionally which shot up my anxiety levels and made the situation worse and worse. I found walking around, eating a banana or small dose of aspirin would help alleviate any heart pain, oh and magnesium too.
Day 3
My stomach had finally settled and I had a bit more energy. I rode my bike for 15mins and got worried because my heart was racing (probably normal) but I subsided from any strenuous physical activity just in case. Booked my doc appointment in. Explained my situation. He took my blood pressure and it came back fine 120/72. Urine test which I'm still waiting to get back. Relaxed in bed for most of the day and watched movies
Day 4 (today)
Started eating again and starting to feel my normal self which was a great feeling. Small dose of xanax to alleviate the anxiety I was getting. Few cones to get my appetite back, started off very slowly. Now everything was going great until about 4pm. I had a pain from my heart and started to worry again. Ate a banana and it was gone within 5 minutes. I still have a very mild pain coming from my heart right now, it seems once I get my mind off it it goes away so it's mostly anxiety. BUT the pain I experienced at 4pm was definitely not my anxiety. I've been researching and researching and it seems to be very common for this to occur. I just went too hard. Hopefully the pain subsides eventually. I'm sure it will over time I just nee to stay clear of the snow for a while.
I don't really know what I want from you guys, I guess I just wanted to express my experience freely. And If anyone else has gone through a similar experience would be greatly appreciated if you could share it!
Much love, and just remember we only get one shot at this thing called life. Don't take things for granted and enjoy the little things.
So I've been having too much of a good time on the old snow, combined with xanax, alcohol and mixie cones (weed/bacci) for about 2 weeks straight. No coke in excess but just consistent, maybe 1 night off a week. No physical signs of damage so I kept at it. Just a loss in energy which was easy enough for me to to boost.
I know the toxicity of alc/xan so I kept the dose low. 1/4 xan to start and say a beer an hour and a total of 100-200mg a night, totalling a max of 5-6 beers a sesh. Mixie cone I will smash once the caine has hit, maybe 2-5 cones max a night and more bacci than weed for the headspins. Then maybe another 1/4 xan before bed I try not to go to overboard but I think the consistency is where I went wrong.
Monday night (4 nights ago) I had a pain in my chest area while buffing the banana. So I stopped as it kept coming back everytime I tried to have another go. The stuff I had was real clean, other mates have had the same and no problems. Very euphoric, no kick to it. It just took a very long time to drip.
Big drip came through, and my heart started to race at an incredible rate at which I'd never come accross before. I started to panic. I suffer from anxiety in general so this didn't help the situation. For about 5 minutes I was sweating bullets and my heart was pounding out of my chest I could feel it throbbing in my head almost. I was just walking around aimlessly, feeling lightheaded trying the best I could to calm myself down. I ended up splashing my face with cold water, putting ice all over my face, and ate a banana and basically the banana is what saved me and calmed me down after about 5mins. I then had a warm shower to remove as much of the caine from my nose, every time I got the drip my heart would race and I would start to panic. The warm shower obviously raised my heart rate combined with the caine still soaking in my nose membranes which was causing me to panic. I managed to tell myself I was ok and for about 2-3hrs I just layed in bed with a banana and ice by my side blowing my nose and removing as much caine as I possibly could before I could get to sleep. I felt I had to sit up at times if I sat for too long or I felt lightheaded/dizzy, and only felt comfortable sleeping on my left side, for some reason a SMALL amount of pressure on my heart made me feel more content and less anxious.
Day 2
I did a complete detox and took it very easy. I slept a lot, had little energy and did nothing strenuous, and because my stomach was upset I didn't eat anything just liquid diet as my stomach was rumbling fairly often, I just wanted to flush my system completely. It was almost like my stomach/heart were communicating with each other during this period. I drank plenty of water, chicken soup, milk thistle to flush my liver, multivitamins, garlic, vitamin c, omega 3's, fish oil, gastrolyte, hemp protein, lemon honey and ginger tea to help the anxiety and alleviate the nausea. I was extremely anxious throughout this period. With everything goin on, on top of it going cold turkey on weed (daily smoker for years), alcohol (4-5 drinks a night of low carb beer for a few weeks) and food all together (believe it or not we are HIGHLY addicted to food..) I went through phases of feeling fine and then feeling completely off. Lightheaded and a mild pain in my heart, and was clearly having heart palpitations occasionally which shot up my anxiety levels and made the situation worse and worse. I found walking around, eating a banana or small dose of aspirin would help alleviate any heart pain, oh and magnesium too.
Day 3
My stomach had finally settled and I had a bit more energy. I rode my bike for 15mins and got worried because my heart was racing (probably normal) but I subsided from any strenuous physical activity just in case. Booked my doc appointment in. Explained my situation. He took my blood pressure and it came back fine 120/72. Urine test which I'm still waiting to get back. Relaxed in bed for most of the day and watched movies
Day 4 (today)
Started eating again and starting to feel my normal self which was a great feeling. Small dose of xanax to alleviate the anxiety I was getting. Few cones to get my appetite back, started off very slowly. Now everything was going great until about 4pm. I had a pain from my heart and started to worry again. Ate a banana and it was gone within 5 minutes. I still have a very mild pain coming from my heart right now, it seems once I get my mind off it it goes away so it's mostly anxiety. BUT the pain I experienced at 4pm was definitely not my anxiety. I've been researching and researching and it seems to be very common for this to occur. I just went too hard. Hopefully the pain subsides eventually. I'm sure it will over time I just nee to stay clear of the snow for a while.
I don't really know what I want from you guys, I guess I just wanted to express my experience freely. And If anyone else has gone through a similar experience would be greatly appreciated if you could share it!
Much love, and just remember we only get one shot at this thing called life. Don't take things for granted and enjoy the little things.