darkcloud13
Bluelighter
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So I have some good quality stuff on my hands. I assume it's pretty pure, almost impossible to do it without hotplate but there is one problem - it seems too pure? Is that possible?
I have experimented with C before, not very often (once in two months before), also I have low alcohol torelance but now I've done coke + alcohol 3 weeks in a row, pretty small amounts 0.25-0.5. So I assumed if I do it 3 weeks in a row I should have built up tolerance but no. But every time I've done there is always this inescapable anxiety. It feels like if I take less, usually (10mg-20mg, it's like a small bump) then I feel really clear headed and feel like it's not enough but if I take more then I can start my hear beating faster and I'm quite anxious.
Yesterday I took a very small amount 0.125 in 6 hours. At first it was fine , then I accidentally took too much, started to feel my heartbeat going very fast, measured it, it was 140bpm, of course then I started to anxious after that. After like 10mins everything passed. But still I'm worried about my heart beating so fast, not too sure if it's normal or not. At the same time I want to keep doing more because it feels better but then I don't want my heartbeat to be so fast, die or something :D
My friend who was doing it had similar effects minus the anxiety but still could not fully enjoy the effects, said it felt too strong. Actually when I think about when we stopped drinking completely, more negative effects were more noticeable.
Is there any way to enjoy coke without it's negative effects? I found that drinking some beers helps to take the edge off but I don't really want to drink a lot because I will be taking xanax to help me sleep. So I don't usually drink that much.. I have a bit of anxiety problems to be honest, so coke may not be the best choice for me but it's not like I'm anxious all the time anyway. Just wanted to mention that.
I have thought of mixing the stuff with something else but idk if would work
I'm doing coke again next week for my birthday and I don't want to be on edge all the time or anxious. Any suggestions what can I do about it? :/
To be honest, I have had these situations happen too often, maybe I should just buy low quality C (which works great for me, no anxiety) because I cannot handle it, but then again I don't want to buy something mixed with who knows what, better to buy the quality stuff. It sucks that you pay so much and then you have anxiety and can't enjoy the high. Some nights there is no anxiety but some there is a a lot
Sorry for the long post :D
I have experimented with C before, not very often (once in two months before), also I have low alcohol torelance but now I've done coke + alcohol 3 weeks in a row, pretty small amounts 0.25-0.5. So I assumed if I do it 3 weeks in a row I should have built up tolerance but no. But every time I've done there is always this inescapable anxiety. It feels like if I take less, usually (10mg-20mg, it's like a small bump) then I feel really clear headed and feel like it's not enough but if I take more then I can start my hear beating faster and I'm quite anxious.
Yesterday I took a very small amount 0.125 in 6 hours. At first it was fine , then I accidentally took too much, started to feel my heartbeat going very fast, measured it, it was 140bpm, of course then I started to anxious after that. After like 10mins everything passed. But still I'm worried about my heart beating so fast, not too sure if it's normal or not. At the same time I want to keep doing more because it feels better but then I don't want my heartbeat to be so fast, die or something :D
My friend who was doing it had similar effects minus the anxiety but still could not fully enjoy the effects, said it felt too strong. Actually when I think about when we stopped drinking completely, more negative effects were more noticeable.
Is there any way to enjoy coke without it's negative effects? I found that drinking some beers helps to take the edge off but I don't really want to drink a lot because I will be taking xanax to help me sleep. So I don't usually drink that much.. I have a bit of anxiety problems to be honest, so coke may not be the best choice for me but it's not like I'm anxious all the time anyway. Just wanted to mention that.
I have thought of mixing the stuff with something else but idk if would work
I'm doing coke again next week for my birthday and I don't want to be on edge all the time or anxious. Any suggestions what can I do about it? :/
To be honest, I have had these situations happen too often, maybe I should just buy low quality C (which works great for me, no anxiety) because I cannot handle it, but then again I don't want to buy something mixed with who knows what, better to buy the quality stuff. It sucks that you pay so much and then you have anxiety and can't enjoy the high. Some nights there is no anxiety but some there is a a lot
Sorry for the long post :D
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