So I used Again Thursday night which lead to using Friday night as well, as always I tryed to save enough from Thursday night to tweak again Friday this didn't happen. After my binge Thursday night which was only meant to be a couple of bowls, turned into a whole night of smoking. Any way the bit i saved a few small shards and a bit if powder in the corner of my bag, smoked a small bowl Fri night around 6pm and snorted a bit of the powder hoping that would get me going, well I didn't get any rush, I did feel more awake considering i still hadn't slept from Thursday night, my pupils did dilate but no rush no overly good feelings at all, in fact it left me craving more an hour later. I fell asleep around 11:40 pm Fri night. Now I wanna Quit Again cause the chasing the initial rush is consuming all my money and I know for a fact my person who gets it for me is taxing some. Is it bad tho that I just want one more Night on, One last big tweak sesh? Or is it better I just begin my sobriety again feeling I missed one good farewell tweak?