Hello new blue lighters, it's been a while since I've posted and the forums have changed a lot since I was a younger one. Anyways I'm here to ask about ketamine.
I had never been able to source ketamine until a few months ago. It was the like only drug I hadn't used, well not the only, with all the obscure chemicals today. Anyways, I HAVE used MXE from 2011-2015, but not loads, maybe 10 grams over that span. Except when I did do it I wouod Binge it. Like do four nights in a row and four of then four on for say a month, then not touch it for a few months.
One day I snorted average (for me) sized rail of it, 80mgs, and felt notning, maybe the tiniest little bit of lack of co-orrdination but that's it, that would have been the third straight night, with the previous nights resulting in an M hole by the second line.
So then I did non for 2 months, and finally found some K. I started small, 200mgs snorted. Not much, I felt happy but not dissiciated, so I doubled up and did another 200mgs 20 mins later. Happier still, my brain wanted to jump to a K hole but couldn't.
Over the next few months I tried here and there differing amounts with the same results, the K being now sourced from different places.
Last night I chopped up an entire gram of awesone looking shards, divided it into 5 lines, and took all 5 within 2 minutes, I felt again like my brain was trying to break through but I just couldn't. This was over 3 months since the last time I tried
Am I forever doomed to never be able to experience a K hole due to my MXE usage ?
I had never been able to source ketamine until a few months ago. It was the like only drug I hadn't used, well not the only, with all the obscure chemicals today. Anyways, I HAVE used MXE from 2011-2015, but not loads, maybe 10 grams over that span. Except when I did do it I wouod Binge it. Like do four nights in a row and four of then four on for say a month, then not touch it for a few months.
One day I snorted average (for me) sized rail of it, 80mgs, and felt notning, maybe the tiniest little bit of lack of co-orrdination but that's it, that would have been the third straight night, with the previous nights resulting in an M hole by the second line.
So then I did non for 2 months, and finally found some K. I started small, 200mgs snorted. Not much, I felt happy but not dissiciated, so I doubled up and did another 200mgs 20 mins later. Happier still, my brain wanted to jump to a K hole but couldn't.
Over the next few months I tried here and there differing amounts with the same results, the K being now sourced from different places.
Last night I chopped up an entire gram of awesone looking shards, divided it into 5 lines, and took all 5 within 2 minutes, I felt again like my brain was trying to break through but I just couldn't. This was over 3 months since the last time I tried
Am I forever doomed to never be able to experience a K hole due to my MXE usage ?