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Can you please read my story? I dont know where else to ask this, sorry

is300ss

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Hey first off i want to say thank you for making this tread. I would love be chosen to be part of a study givin I believe i have a very odd condition. Although it will be nice to just get it out there and let people tell me what they think. I have not found anyone that shares my condition. I will try and get straight to the point, but I also want everyone to understand my situation. i am serious here, this is not made up for my own humor. it bothers me everyday because I can not find an answer anywhere.

I used to be a very heavy marijuana user about 2 years ago. three to four grams a day on average.
one day I was smoking in my bathroom when i finished i noticed in the mirror that i wasnt standing up completely straight. I tried to perk up as much as i could as i looked at my neck and felt around by the kink. It didnt seem right to me. I tried stretching out and leaning from side to side and my neck popped and cracked a few times. after the realization i always tried to straighten my neck by standing and sitting straight.
well at some point I quit smoking for about three months because I didnt like that i had become lazy and sort of an outcast.
but when i quit i forgot about my neck and stopped trying to "fix" it. The day came along that I started smoking again and I had a very intense feeling. It felt like I could perk up a great amount more when i got high. it felt like my neck and upper back muscles let me stand up straigher. it was a very odd feeling and it kind of bothered me. so othen times at my friends house i would sit in this certain chair that was nice for tall people cuz it had a really high head rest (im about 6'2, 6'3). in that chair i would get really high and just relax. it felt like the higher i got the more control of my neck muscles I had. often when i was trying to relax completely i could feel my neck stretch more and then id get alittle muscle spasm. it was annoying and it seemed like something wasnt right. i would look over at friend to my left and just see how perfectly straight his neck is. he is only about 2inches shorter than me, so its not like he was some perky short person. My dad, his dad, my uncle all seem to have a big kink in there neck as well. my cousin from that uncle not so much.
so this stupid feeling just dragged on and it was/is soo annoying. One day mushrooms where in town so me and three other friends buy some and eat them. I did mushrooms many many time before years ago. before i ever noticed my slouch and kinked neck. before i ever had this weird feeling. it never bothered me before.
so i ate some mushy and the come up was fine. just me sitting there smokin weed feeling this crazy unknow feeling in my neck muscles and spine or whatever it is thats going on.
then i started tripping. on the come up i could just feel it more and more. my muscles just relaxing allowing my spine to straighten. again it felt like i could control my muscles letting me stand up straight.
as the sharp come up that mushrooms give intensified i got scared. the feeling or "ability" to perk up like that got stronger. I started focusing and trying to go with it when my friends started asking me what i was doing. they started laughing at me. they didnt get it. my one friend knew cuz i explained it to him once. my other friend was just laughing asking me what was wrong with me. being almost peaking i couldnt really explain to him. i was just like "im a big guy you know?" and the feeling kept going. he just laughed. my other friend that knew what was going on just watched and gave me a kind of i understand that would be frustrating look.
I stood up and it felt like my neck was about to pop like crazy. just snap and be straight. it was crazy. i was scared shitless.
sooo i paced around for a minute and just kind told everyone i had to go and walked out. when i sat down in my car it felt better because i was slouching and i knew it wasnt going to snap straight into an unknow position if i purposely slouched. I decided i need to go home and tell my dad all about it. I decided i need to see a chiropractor.
I drove home and it was challenging to say the least. I was peaking. it kinda just felt like i was driving really drunk.
i got home. decided not to tell my dad anything. went to the basement and started just trying stretch and think about what was gonna happen. along with crazy deep insight too you know...
but the "ability" to stand like that faded and it wasnt AS intense as it was on the come up.
so i tried to explain to my dad about my neck the next day. bla bla ur crazy only old people like me have problems like that. I told him about how i landed on my head on a trampoline when i was about 8 and how my neck was really sore for days. i was a tough kid so i didnt tell anyone, but i remember having to sleep on my side in fetal position after that. before i had always slept great on my back.
soo i did not see a cyroprator.
I continued to smoke weed and the feeling would happen just the same. nothing like how it did when i tripped on mush that last time, but it was there. I continued to struggle with it and just kinda lived with it.
i went to 10k and lala paloza. rolled a couple times, but it didnt really make it more intense. i did make it less annoying though. SO... at underground sound 5 i came across some 2c-b. i traded 6 mints for 5 25mg 2c-b bee's. i chilled with the guy i traded and told him alittle bit about my neck and he just kinda shrugged. said idk man try it it might be different. Oh it was different.
i took half of one cuz 25mg is fatty. i took it with the mindset of ehh whatever i know this is gonna mess with my neck muscles. lets see if it works out.
after i took it this short buff guy i offered some rolls too pointed some guy my way. i told the guy i took the bee. he got excited for me and told me about it. he gave me some zanaflex for "when shit gets tight up there"
i was like greeaaattt here we go hahaha.
so it kicked in later on and i liked it. i told my friends about it and they started freakin me out. "you took a research chemical!! your an idiot!" i kinda brushed it off knowing it was too late to go back. all i could do was have a good trip.
the 2c kicked in more and i was in amazement. the body high was incredible and my neck muscles felt great. it felt like i was standing up straight without even thinking about it. sure my neck was cracking and poping, but it felt involuntary. I got paranoid and took a big zanaflex right away. my friends where like what was that... I said zanaflex some kid gave me cuz he knew i was gonna need it. they said i was dumb and i didnt know what i took. Im a person that trust people until they do me wrong so i didnt even think about that.
i got sketched out ran over by the tents i got it from and found that short buff guy and asked if it was really zanaflex. he calmed me down assuring me it was just zanaflex and he invited me to come chill with him until we found dude with the zanaflex cuz i wanted more lol.
during that time i told him about my spine and about how the mushy felt last time i took it. I told him that the 2cb was making me feel like that but times ten. he seemed to understand and he said "just chill... chill"
I closed my eyes relaxed as much as i could and took a long deep breath. on the exhale my neck went pop pop pop pop pop. It didnt hurt it didnt feel uncomfortable, but i asked myself. Is that normal? is that supposed to happen?
The short buff guy had the straightest posture i hav ever seen so I explained further my situation. he thought everything was alright until i told him i fell on my head on a trampoline when i was young. his reaction was bad "aahhhh man thats not good you should get that checked out" hahah
i hung out with him more until dude with the zanaflex showed up again. in the mean time i kept asking him and asking him. "do u feel that? does you neck crack? did this happen to you?" he just nodded and kept sayin "relax relax. ur fine dude just relax" haha
we found dude and i got more zanaflex. i went over to the short guy again and just thanked him and said srry for nagging you like that. he understood and i said peace maybe ill see you later on.
I went and chilled with my friends. I spared them with my huge neck story so i just told them how much i liked the trip. i explained it as mellow and controllable. conversation was effortless and i felt amazing just shootin the bull with them. especially my buddy who was on Lsd. it was the funniest thing to me how easily our convo just... happened.
I decided my neck wasnt right and i needed to see a chiropractor. so i fought the feeling and stopped going with it.
as the day went on the feeling whore down and i kinda missed it. It was back to the odd feeling of not being able to control those neck muscles. I think thats what it is...

I didnt take the other pills i had because i didnt have any zanaflex or muscle relaxers and i was worried.
weed still had the same effect as it did and it really bugged me.

I have recently been going to a chiropractor and have not been smoking for about 3 or 4 months. the first x-rays showed my c3 to c5 vertibreas where basically frozen. when i looked at the x-rays i was amazed to see that my spine seemed TO straight where those frozen vertibre are. The chiropractor said we can fix it and i was happy.
ive gone to him 7 times already and it seems to help. I ask him all sorts of questions about posture and wrong or right. told him my feeling (not about the drugs though) and he just said there is no such thing as standing up to straight as far as NORMAL goes.... whatever that is.
I wondered if it was fixed so I smoked some weed this weekend. ONE HIT...
I chilled and what do you know the feeling came back and i was upset for sure.
i forgot to mention when i quit about 6 months ago after underground sound and everything I smoked a bowl of some weed and the feelin was so intense i had to bail out on my friends and go drive around and slouch in my car. it makes me so mad i cant even chief.
i knew better to wait and see after one hit over the weekend.

I dont know its redicules. i hope someone can help me out. Im sure the other 2c variants do the same thing if not even more so. so thats what i would be interested in researching. this is so annoying. I'd love to be used in a study of what the heck is happening to me when this feeling comes on. i cant find an answer ANYWHERE. I read that 2c-b can be used as a tool for mind and muscle control. maybe that has something to do with it? does it fix it permanently? or just when your on it?

So thats my little situation
thank you to anyone for taking the time to read my dragged on write up. let me know what you think. any comment will be greatly appreciated
Thanks again
 
good luck. i've been seeing a chiropractor for several months for my neck and shoulders. improvement takes time and effort.

i know what you mean about weed and joint pain-- it seems to help with certain kinds of pain but really makes bad posture feel BAD
 
Next time please make some paragraphs and stuff, it's hard to read this. Also, I'm moving it to where this belongs.

I have had a problem myself with back pain from laying in wrong postures on the couch being zonked out on weed or ketamine or something. Luckily I don't have that much pain anymore but it still sucks.

Good luck with that.

Where do you want this thread? It's not psychedelic drugs material so I'm thinking either 'Healthy living' or 'the Dark Side'? Your call.
 
Very interesting, would love to hear your progress as you work on this. Two comments:

Maybe find some new friends? Sounds like they're pretty dismissive of your worries, which is not really cool.

Despite reading your whole post, I'm still not sure why you're so worried about the "extra muscle control" (?) that you get when you get high. I don't think that's totally unheard of, and I'm not sure why it scares you so much. Has it ever resulted in anything bad?

Why don't you ask your chiropractor (or, even better, go to a sports doctor) about this directly? I don't think he/she will care that you get high, and it's vital that the doctor knows what they are dealing with.

Good luck.
 
thanks for the replies.
sorry about the sloppy write up. I just wanted to get it out there and i didnt expect much for replies. Shit usualy i get yelled at for indenting to much, but i think that helps the read go smoother.
I posted it hear because of the 2C-B part, which is the main part. can you please not move it? i mean you can, but I've gotten more replies here in two days than I got in a month at drug studies. Move it if you would like...

Thanks a lot ppl. time and effort FOR SURE. they stress that a lot. i got a posture pump lol. U?
Im worried about the muscle control thing because to me it feels like i can stand up TO straight. it feels wrong it feels not write at all. can you get that?
I have talked to my chiropractor about the feeling... I just never brought up the 2c-B thing.
let alone wtf is he gonna say about the weed thing? how many ppl get that from weed?
shit he pry wont even know what 2c is!!!
not to mention my dad is their too... i mean i can talk to guy myself but he can turn around and tell my dad what i said. now is not the time to tell my dad about research chems.
so do you guys know what i mean by muscle control?? great imput on the Weed and posture thing. thank you.
but its more than BAd ... it feels like im evolving

srry moderator. do what you want, but as i said i put it here because of 2c having the main effect on my situation. please let me know before u move this. thank you
 
I was born with deformed vertebrae (the very top ones that are all but inoperable cos it's a bit too dodgy to go at them with hammer and chisel) and have suffered constant back and neck pain my whole life. It's no fun. Some drugs can certainly make it seem worse and weed is a prime offender. Shame cos I loves me weed. Psyches are the other prime offender - quite probably due to being so much more aware of physical issues when visiting Swirlsville. Also a shame cos I loves me psyches. I can kinda relate to your situation in many ways and sadly have no answers :\

I found chiropractors were no real help - even made it worse on occasion - and physiotherapists were only marginally better. For me osteopathy has been hands down the most effective treatment. I would be totally pain free for some considerable time after treatments. Unfortunately it's also very expensive (at least were I live it is) so I can rarely afford it and have to stick with painkillers (mainly codeine and tramdol at the moment) to keep a lid on it. Some strengthening exercises can also really help too, as can stretches and a lil light yoga. If you can stick to doing them daily at least. I'm not so good at that though 8)

Good luck, and I hope you find something that works for you cos pain really fuckin' hurts :|
 
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I see you posted this quite a while ago, but I do the same exact thing, only, it's with my entire body. I feel pressure in certain spots and joints that, I always have felt, but when I'm high, I can relax the pressure and stretch it out. Honestly, I feel like marijuana is helping me correct my posture, and it is. I'm seeing incredible results the more I use.

Anxiety is often tied to the familiar areas that need work. But what I've learned is that anxiety and stress is actually a direct result from musculoskeletal abnormalities. I feel like I can now fix a host of problems I have.

I hope this thread is still somewhat active and you get this message. It's very important to me.
 
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