BrokenLover
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- Jul 27, 2018
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So, this is my first post here on BL, however I have been a lurker here for YEARS. I have found so much great information here, so thank you for that. Anyway, I want apologise for anything that isn't allowed. Please feel free to move my post or edit it if needed. Also, I have used the search engine many times, even wording my questions to try to yield different results. I've not had any luck so I want to ask my specific question.
Since I'm new, let me give you a quick run down of my background and why I'm here. Sorry of it's too long, I will keep it as short as possible. If I leave anything out please feel free to tell me or ask me any questions.
About 5 years ago, I relapsed into a heroin addiction. It started with pills, but when they ran dry and the sickness hit, we all know what happens next.. That's right! The big H.
I started with only a few stamps a day (which now I know they were laced with fetanyl, proven through drug tests) and it grew to being AT LEAST a bun a day by the end of the run. If I HAD to, I could survive on 6 or 7, but that was JUST surviving. I was married to that addiction for five years, until a nice 3 day hospital stay for detox was the final straw.
On this day, I am one year clean with the help of methadone. I attend a clinic every day, I don't get take homes because I smoke grass and in my clinic, that prevents you from getting take homes. I started at 30mg, just like the rest. I worked my way up to 90 and I felt great at 90. I had a decent high all day long, esp with a little bit of Klonopin on top. That stuff, though, was just a bonus of it all. However, I feel 90mg was my magical number where I had close no cravings. Rarely at all and when I did have them it was just a tiny little thought that didn't matter. I didn't ever wake up in with anxiety or depression. It seems almost every day now, I do wake up that way and the cravings seems to be getting worse and longer. The clinic took me down to 50mg about 5 months ago due to my benzo usage. Since then, I obviously don't get those same good feelings... Egg with the benzo o top (increasing that disagree to to compensate) I thought about asking for an increase, but I just got a new counselor since mine left, that may or may not work in my favor. But I'm also thinking since I've been on 50mg so long, they won't see need for me to go back up, as im stable on this dose and for so long. I do still wake up in the morning with anxiety, aches and pains, and depression. It all goes away when I get my dose.
Sorry for rambling a bit, but I know detail in backstory for you guys is important.
Anyway, what I was wanting to know more about combing benzo with methadone. Before you reply though know these things:
1. Yes, I am highly aware of the CNS depression danger.
2. Yes, I have a tolerance to both substances in question -- really high tolerance for opiates (addicted to h (IV)back in 2010, run lasted a year, year and a half. Spent two years clean, and then relapsed, a year on the needle, hard to give amount since it was pure rock form back then, began relapse in 2013 when I broke my foot, spent 6 months on 5/325 lortab, and the rest of the five years on h... At least 4 bags a day and worked up to a bun or day, insufflated). I would always have Suboxone, Klonopin and weed on hand, personal reasons. Sorry for rambles.
Anyways, my question is how do I go about using Klonopin to enhance the effects of the methadone more. I want that classic euphoria we all long for, or at least a mild one would suffice. I've heard taking benzo with methadone is great for this The health risks, which I'm aware of. Also, I know what works for some may not with others.
Again I apologise that this is so long, please delete if not allowed. Move it or edit if necessary.
I have read about benzo Potentiating methadone as well as other opiates.
-Does this mean it makes the mefs stronger or just last longer in your system?
-Is it a myth or true?
-What would be proper timing to achieve the effect I'm wanting (stronger effect and euphoria from methadone) - ex: before or after the methadone, how long before/after
Right now I am taking 1mg clonzepam with 50mg methadone. I take the Pam right before I walk in the clinic or right after I walk out, as I read taking them together is better they'll hit you at the same time since they both peak in about an hour after ingestion. I also heard taking one before the other has better effects.
Any advice or help? I think what I'm more looking for is synergy rather than potentiating. I want the methadone to just seem stronger. It does feel pretty damn good with the mixture I got going now with a little weed and a beer or two of some light 5/6% alc. Volume mixed in later after dinner.
If I could achieve how i felt on that 90 again, that would be great!
Also, yes I've tried tagamet. It doesn't do it for me. Thanks all!!! Happy stoning!!!
Since I'm new, let me give you a quick run down of my background and why I'm here. Sorry of it's too long, I will keep it as short as possible. If I leave anything out please feel free to tell me or ask me any questions.
About 5 years ago, I relapsed into a heroin addiction. It started with pills, but when they ran dry and the sickness hit, we all know what happens next.. That's right! The big H.
I started with only a few stamps a day (which now I know they were laced with fetanyl, proven through drug tests) and it grew to being AT LEAST a bun a day by the end of the run. If I HAD to, I could survive on 6 or 7, but that was JUST surviving. I was married to that addiction for five years, until a nice 3 day hospital stay for detox was the final straw.
On this day, I am one year clean with the help of methadone. I attend a clinic every day, I don't get take homes because I smoke grass and in my clinic, that prevents you from getting take homes. I started at 30mg, just like the rest. I worked my way up to 90 and I felt great at 90. I had a decent high all day long, esp with a little bit of Klonopin on top. That stuff, though, was just a bonus of it all. However, I feel 90mg was my magical number where I had close no cravings. Rarely at all and when I did have them it was just a tiny little thought that didn't matter. I didn't ever wake up in with anxiety or depression. It seems almost every day now, I do wake up that way and the cravings seems to be getting worse and longer. The clinic took me down to 50mg about 5 months ago due to my benzo usage. Since then, I obviously don't get those same good feelings... Egg with the benzo o top (increasing that disagree to to compensate) I thought about asking for an increase, but I just got a new counselor since mine left, that may or may not work in my favor. But I'm also thinking since I've been on 50mg so long, they won't see need for me to go back up, as im stable on this dose and for so long. I do still wake up in the morning with anxiety, aches and pains, and depression. It all goes away when I get my dose.
Sorry for rambling a bit, but I know detail in backstory for you guys is important.
Anyway, what I was wanting to know more about combing benzo with methadone. Before you reply though know these things:
1. Yes, I am highly aware of the CNS depression danger.
2. Yes, I have a tolerance to both substances in question -- really high tolerance for opiates (addicted to h (IV)back in 2010, run lasted a year, year and a half. Spent two years clean, and then relapsed, a year on the needle, hard to give amount since it was pure rock form back then, began relapse in 2013 when I broke my foot, spent 6 months on 5/325 lortab, and the rest of the five years on h... At least 4 bags a day and worked up to a bun or day, insufflated). I would always have Suboxone, Klonopin and weed on hand, personal reasons. Sorry for rambles.
Anyways, my question is how do I go about using Klonopin to enhance the effects of the methadone more. I want that classic euphoria we all long for, or at least a mild one would suffice. I've heard taking benzo with methadone is great for this The health risks, which I'm aware of. Also, I know what works for some may not with others.
Again I apologise that this is so long, please delete if not allowed. Move it or edit if necessary.
I have read about benzo Potentiating methadone as well as other opiates.
-Does this mean it makes the mefs stronger or just last longer in your system?
-Is it a myth or true?
-What would be proper timing to achieve the effect I'm wanting (stronger effect and euphoria from methadone) - ex: before or after the methadone, how long before/after
Right now I am taking 1mg clonzepam with 50mg methadone. I take the Pam right before I walk in the clinic or right after I walk out, as I read taking them together is better they'll hit you at the same time since they both peak in about an hour after ingestion. I also heard taking one before the other has better effects.
Any advice or help? I think what I'm more looking for is synergy rather than potentiating. I want the methadone to just seem stronger. It does feel pretty damn good with the mixture I got going now with a little weed and a beer or two of some light 5/6% alc. Volume mixed in later after dinner.
If I could achieve how i felt on that 90 again, that would be great!
Also, yes I've tried tagamet. It doesn't do it for me. Thanks all!!! Happy stoning!!!